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2009-10-10T09:45:00.000+08:00

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i liek to moveitmoveit~~

2009-10-09T01:35:00.002+08:00

i boarding the double decker bus and heading to here.
still figuring things out, but worpress is cool like aisbox!

i cud fit a marshmallow into dat gumhole of mine.

2009-10-07T15:39:00.004+08:00

remind me not have rice for lunch till my gum fully heal!
ergh~~~ the gumhole is still the size of a fist,
so rice and all the lauk got sucked into my oral vortex, and i had to uncomfortably,
finish my meal with so much discomfort.
ergh!!!

and tell me why wud i wanna spend $6+ for a paintbruch when i can get an abundance of multicolored brushes for oni $3.80.

doh i noe its gonna bristle so much, ill worry abt that later.
but u do the maths lah!
its the lowest cost with the highest quantity.
yeah, prolly the lowest quality to boot, but my usage is pretty minimal,
so i'd rather have the smallest radius of hole in the pocket....:D

i have interesting news to share wit my close ones...
*sweaty palms moment*

jln rayer is not my thing

2009-10-04T23:43:00.005+08:00

woke up pretty late today,
got a call from kak sahnisa, saying she's cmg wit her fiance.
well, sahnisa is my kindergarten fren.
after dat, we managed to be in the same class in madrasah for 10 years.
and she's getting married this oct.
*gulped*
of cos i teared abit when i hugged her goodbye while we exchanged our
"maafkan aku, tersalah bahasa..dadidadida"
except this time, it felt different, cos she is afterall embarking into something new,
and everything will change.
knowing dat i will be seeing my chilhood fren getting married,
chokes me up abit.
feels very dewasa.

and later on,
went out to jln rayer.
gosh jln rayer is really really not my thing!
i get all itchy and restless after i reach the 1st hs, haiyo~!

2009-10-04T00:09:00.004+08:00

yest conversation wit shu reminds me, ive got to clean up my room.
the desk itself is a major mess.
i dare not upload the rest of the room. whahahahah!

and now the gum has this superhuge hole which nyi calls perigi,
and watever i eat get stuck in it.
haiya leceh!

before heading out.

and ive reverted to wearing my old cheap glasses, cos my 5 year old levis glasses,
has scratches on it that are so bad, i cant seem to manual focus correctly when using it.
ouh yeah, the braun buffel glasses which i only manage to flaunt for a year, is, erm, hilang.
so with hari raya, the new camera, the many taxi rides, the tooth extraction (not cheap ok!), this month.
the purchase of a new glasses need to postpone a bit.
went jln raya just now,
cudnt eat much goodies, cos all biscuits and cookies are hard and crispy.
:(

a tooth lesser.

2009-10-03T13:59:00.003+08:00

he owes me a huge paycheck. u can collect ur stash under my pillow tonight.

at 4am, woken up my a sharp pain in my mouth.
and it stayed on for more than half hour.

i got one of my back tooth filled recently (<3mths), cos its then-filler fell out, and i cracked it while eating briyani a year ago. so with a quarter of my tooth gone and a huge hole in the middle, the dentist filled it up with this cool new white paste (no more unsightly grey filler we used to get in primary sch) of cos the filler cudnt holdup. it wasnt really a filler anymore, its mmoulded to become the other half of my tooth.
so early this morn,
the pain was bugging me so much, i cudnt sleep.
breathing in cold air vented by the fan hurts like a bitch.
gurgling the warm water and later that warm water dropped its temperature in my mouth,
also hurts that tooth like a bitch. so i went to the kitchen and told mom,
'mak esok i wanna go dentist. ini gigi want to cabut.'
she nodded and i went back into my room and the pain subside.
shit, i told mom already.
she guarantee will force tmr go dentist.

so at 10am, mom woke me up and paksa siap gi dentist as i predicted.
i told her 'hmm, mcm dah tak sakit lah~~'
it wasnt really the idea of tooth extracting bugging me.
but the fact that i cant stay at home and log on to youtube , bugs me more.
hurhurhur!
of dat excuse tak jalan with my mak.
so went to dentist, he haven reach,
so went to brunch (which im glad i did, cos im damn hungry and if initial plan to eat after dentist visit, sure sampai skrg pon takleh mkn.)
at 1pm like dat i went in and ask for my tooth to be extracted.
wasnt scared at all.
i was too calm, it was like a visit to ntuc.
no sweaty palm or any of my typical panics,
it was only when he pulled out a metal syringe it fucking dawned on me!

SHIT THIS IS GONNA HURT!

well the injection hurts quite a bit, and after that my lips and tongue feel foreign.
and den he pulled out this thing which looks like a nutcracker,
and den i shut my eyes so hard, i think my face became 3 inches shorter.
i cud feel the pressure or tension of pushing or pulling, i cudnt really figure it out,
but i cud feel it... SFM!
i cud feel something crack and then he finally said 'ok can.'

saw my tooth. it was HUGE!

so now here i am, less than hour being a tooth lesser.
writing a blog post.
cos its my 1st time having my tooth pulled out.
feels damn good that i sit thru it without any panic attacks.
bangga aku!:D

2nd day rayer.

2009-09-21T20:23:00.005+08:00

mum's side has all arrived yesterdayl
dad's side , almost all.

i didnt hafta leave the house, to have my sore throat relapse.
hurhur.

last few years back, at this time, i'd be busy opening up packets and
arranging it all nicely, yusof ishak's head are all pointing the same direction,
separated the crispy tens, fives and twos, all in a tabung,
and day dream abt the new lego toys i wanna get.
there was a year, i dreamt to buy a whole set of army toys... just becos i watched toy story (if u did watch the movie, u'd understand).
am so glad im such a fickled minder, that plan changed within a few days.
phew.
but i think my most precious buy using my duit collection was this blue jansport bagpack when i was sec 2.
72bucks for a school bag!
it dawned on me how ridiculously expensive it was,
right after i stepped out of royal sporting house.
but of cos, kalah membeli, menang memakai. :P
currently that 8 y.o bag is being carried ard by my sis to lug her laptop and khazanahs ard. hurhur.

even right now, i think that is expensive.
ask shu... im still contemplating to get that crumpler bag.
wonders me how any one can let go of 900bucks for a handbag?

heniwae, this year, to date...
ive gotten *drum rolls please*
ONE green packet.
whahhahhahahhaahh!
of cos i wasnt expecting much.
i didnt even expect to get any.
but im glad busu and auntie farah's following the chinese tradition.
green packets applicable to those single mingle~~~~
whahahah!

gtg sheng siong.
domestic inventory topping up duty!

selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin, peeps!

selamat ari rayer minal aidin wal faidzin

2009-09-20T08:03:00.004+08:00

refering to no no room. , its a prettydead giveaway, the overpromise in fb status 1 didnt happened so much.

hurhur.
how on earth did i managed to fall sick twice within a month?
ouh yeah, the il/logical work load.
and of cos since i blew most of my savings on my new nikon d5000 in of kek kukus, flu and nikon d5000 and being very serik of geylang...
i didnt manage to buy much home decor and such.
the only home decoration i contributed was something i bought at bkk!
whahahahha~~~~
and of cos, i blew my baju rayer bajet by 50%...
it was hard sticking to plan, when u shop on a hungry tummy.
napsu napsu.

here's a vid i did while waiting for the boys to come home from masjid.
doncare the bacin-ness, i mandi sunat aidilfitri liao , kay!!
self video is harder den self potrait, thus the not so focus.

of kek kukus, flu and nikon d5000

2009-09-13T16:19:00.003+08:00

my weekend started wit a boom!
yea, a boom in my throat.
after seoul garden with the nafa peeps,
my throat gave up being nice to me and
it felt like a knife slicing up my uvula.
on and on and on.
met up wit abg at suntec, cos he got himself a brand new canon eos500d.
jealous of cos.
cos we promised to buy our new cams together.
but the richer of the two, decided to go ahead without consulting the mega procrastinator.
sibling oath down the drain.

and of cos my procrastination, became the joke of the day.
everybody got their dslrs already, and after my 1st "i want 300d!!!" 5 years ago, im still
-thinking----
whahah!

it is very very painful , when u are getting my paycheque and having dreams of someone getting triple of my paycheque, and has a confidence of a mouse.

everything is so expensive.
scared scared scared.

actually the story very long, but im fasting and im tired to type, and i have the watch assignment to finish.

end of story,
on sunday, i felt a lot better,
bake the kek kukus , not 1 but 2!
got the nikon d5000 .
and feel like i can take over the world!

(do not click on imgs, i warn u of its hugermungousness!)

no no room.

2009-09-07T06:07:00.004+08:00

my room is a epic mess after i cleaned it up.
i shifted things, clean the 5 months worth of dust (which is amazingly mountainous),
re arranged the layout...

in the process, broke 10 cd covers, managed to get a rash, screamed at fellow family member for being irritatingly kaypo, almost had a hyperventilation episode, cos i am so damn tired (as im sweating, with rash, it 1030pm)but there's no place to sit, cos my bed is filled with my things, and the swivel chair is filled with more of my things and part of my cupboard is covering the door, so i cant exit my own mess, to clear up the mess in my mind before i clear the mess in the room !!!!!
my room is a bully.

and once ive layed everything out,
my mirror doesnt have a practical place to hang,
so it now reside ontop of my tv, which is an accident waiting to happen.
the LAN cable is to short to run behind the bookshelves and mysteriously appear behind the PC, so now, the cable is pulled across e room. unsightly so so so much!
the floor is a blardy tangle party of cables and cords...
i dont even dare to figure it out yet.

and the tripod, the unused frames, boxes of unidentified things are cluttered together, sweeped under the desk,
and this morning i accidentally bumped onto one of it, and everything just came crumbling down...
just like my hopes of my making room decor8-worthy...

mcm maner perut aku akna digest all dat?

2009-09-05T18:25:00.003+08:00

got my baju rayer!!!!
geylang = madness.

i dont feel the joy being there.
unlike many many years ago.
hmm, takder feel.

heniwae,
will iftar with css gfs on monday.
will iftar with ekal faj and dips on tuesday.
will iftar with sp-fyp mates on wednesday.
will gather with nafa classmates on thursday.
will be on leave on friday, to clear bowel .

amik ko! jus becos its term break lah.

uno duo tres cuatro, i noe u want me

2009-09-03T02:21:00.002+08:00

my hair is major shit.
punitha got married and jiggied to 'uno duo tres cuatro, i noe u want me~~'
hahaha!

moncong sebab itu coke at 12pm, looks like it taste like heaven juice.

2009-09-01T00:37:00.004+08:00

someone asked wat song shud she play while she does her bride walk...
"lloyd, im ready to be heartbroken", i said.

meh.

il/logical

2009-08-28T00:05:00.003+08:00

ill be woken up in less den 4 hrs to eat.
and ill be out to work in less den 6hrs.

logically i shud be sleeping by now.
but u see,
lately,
my life is not logically.

im sleeping in my office during lunch time, wic i spend half the time,
shifting ard finding the right position, cos the office is northpolic cold and
im too tempted to baring on the carpeted floor, doh i remember seeing some guy spray pesticide on it.
erghhh to the brrrrr.

ive to be at work by 7am tmr.

ive to finish 3 weeks worth of homework by next thurs.

i think i over booked myself on saturday,
apparently im supposed to have dinner with 3 grp of ppl.
how did i manage to mess up so much?

i jus came back from a very long sleepingmarathon mc, but i still have dos major panda eyes. huuhuu...

im writing a blog entry instead of hitting the sack. bodo.

wat happened to my sick day?

2009-08-25T18:09:00.002+08:00

ive never knew ive got such a strong resistance towards finishing up a homework.
i dreamt of a bright future when i saw my mc slip.
2 days. :D
maybe i cud get cracking on my 3 weeks due homework.
rest my poor self i did yesterday.
rest rest rest.
did nothing but rested and facebooked a while and rested somemore.

yesterday, for today, i planned to wake up at say 9am, shower and do homework.
instead i woke up at 1030am.
watched some(or maybe alot) tv.
wasnt really watching, jus wanted to see moving images.
i cant even summarise eloquently a scene of jon and kate i watched, to liza earlier on.
and den, cos i hijacked abg's psp last nite after terawih...
and since i locked my room after i went back to sleep afer subuh, he cudnt get his psp back.. hurhur.
so i continued playing patapon.
i played patapon and watch tv.
it was hard trying to get into rhythm when u're all groggy.
so i was singing pata pata pata pon! pon pon pata pon!!! chaka chaka pata pon!! don dondon dondon!!!
and from 11am to 230pm, i was telling myself, get off the bed and shower and do homework!
but den, peter perfect came on and den, there's e kardashian...
it was hard sticking to my plan.
so at 3pm, went to the toilet and showered.
.
.
.
.
and at 630pm now, ive still have not touched my homework.

:(

ramadan is back hunneh!

2009-08-22T01:18:00.002+08:00

i went geylang serai, way b4 the khemah khemah is fully up.
was it jakun-driven?
takdolah!

no feel yet.
cos haven puaser, jadi crowd takder feeling koba koba carik makan or baju rayer.
lagu yg dgr pon lagu letto, bkn lagu rayer.

aniwae, selamat berpuasa!
ni bulan puasa kali ni ader hiba sikit, ader happy sikit.
cos somethings never stay the same.

dis year i donno how driven and excited ill be.

mengikut report last year,
ader hampa sikit, biler kiter aderlah sebok nak buat
sesuatu istimewa dan exciting, tapi org buat endah tak endah pon.

letih jer kekadang.
memang org sekeliling aku, takder feel betol lah.
hmph.

2009-08-19T22:05:00.003+08:00

finally managed to switch the 'artist' choice in ipod.
1 week worth of eargasmic keane,
ive decided to watch fanboys in e ipod instead for today.

gawd, i take a week to stop being obsessed.
jakun siot.

fb status 1

2009-08-16T20:13:00.006+08:00

"Want to adopt a small-medium sized dog as playmate for my dog.
Let me know if you have or know of any." - some one in my fb
is he like advertising for a whore for his dog?
u noe, nowadays, playmate kinda rings another bell.
it does when it is the same word to decribe carmen electra.

other than dat~~

ramadhan cmg, still unsure of 1st day.
i dont mind the fasting,
i enjoy the fasting, its detoxing and therapeutic.
but the late night and early morning sahur, uh tuhan!
ok my mom's gonna berleter if she finds out i complain abt this,
but,
( working + schooling + late night early morning )* a whole month = uuuuuuhuhuuuuuu.

and to add dat, month of aug sept, is a crazy crazy scheduled month for me.
the boss noes, everyone noes, but all they cud do is give me a pity look.
my own fight.
so challenge for the month is,

to fast all the days i cud fast, sleep enuf, finish all my assignments, go to as much kickboxing classes, play as many lunch badminton, finish up the several videos, etc in the pipeline , clean the house, rearrange my room and throw unnecessary nostalgic junk, fix my swivel chair, hope dad dont bring up the paint plan, get sewing machine and do something sweet for hari rayer, get floral decor for mom, get the cheapest- nicest- but not from bimla or 1st lady-baju kurung for < $100(whahahhahahah! mimpi aku ah!), and by the 1st syawal, look as hotly wanita melayu terakhir as siti nurhaliza circa badarsila.

wat? i say challenge wat.

leftover excitement

2009-08-15T15:06:00.008+08:00

best week,
doh was rushing for a deadline and den given a new laughably illogical deadline.

im like a ghost whisperer.
dead lines magnet. getit?
cue: laughing track.

i am still not over the excitement from keane's concert.
i dont think i ever will.
skipped kickboxing, cos my right feet and ankle doesnt feel up to it, as to begin with, i kinda snapped the ankle the wrong way on wed, and den the fortcanning ground aggravated it and to top it off, i scrapped a huge chunk of skin and a few mms of flesh at the ankle area, and its a huge open wound and drying up now.
so yeah! if anybody nak tau.

so yest, after a meeting at SAE,
me and shu hung out by clarke quay river armed with a delightful hokkaido ice cream, each.
relishing videos and pictures taken during the concert again.
we are still awed by how humble and adorable the band is.
and of cos mentally salivating at tom's cherubic face and adorable stage antics.
hurhur.

anione who is sick of me gng on and on abt how awesome the concert was, can go youtube and watch it for urselves.
ive used up half my saturday ogling at them.
need to get off the comp and start doing homework, while listening to keane of cos.

song punyer gambar.

happy weekend people.

'If only I don't bend and break
I'll meet you on the other side
I'll meet you in the light
If only I don't suffocate
I'll meet you in the morning when you wake '

**updates
info found from net:
-and also correction, not 3 encores, 2 oni..:P, too many happy juice , cant think arithmethically.
The setlist of the night (cos im jakun like dat):
1. The Lovers Are Losing
2. Everybody's Changing
3. Bend and Break
4. We Might As Well Be Strangers
5. Again and Again
6. This is the Last Time
7. Spiralling
8. Playing along (Tom solo)
9. Try Again (acoustic)
10. You Haven't Told Me Anything
12. Leaving so soon?
13. Nothing In My Way
14. You Don't See Me
15. Perfect Symmetry
16. Somewhere Only We Know
17. Crystal Ball (i totally wanna cry when they sing this, i donno why, but happy juice hit emo vein)
Encore:
18. My Shadow
19. Is It Any Wonder?
20. Bedshaped
Encore 2:
21. Under Pressure (Queen cover)

found! the vanilla ice bass closing song.

a boy serenaded me at fort canning park

2009-08-14T00:49:00.003+08:00

... and a whole bunch of other concert go-ers, together with his 3 other english frens.
and they rocked so much, it shook my despair and worries away.
whahahahahaha.

and tom chaplin is one adorable english boy/man.
he is so cute ok, so amused at how excited we are.
encored 3 times!!
and the last encore, the drummer had to pull him away.
whahah.
kept on saying"took us so long to come here, the next time we come, u wont hafta wait dat long anymore." its keane's first time performing in sg, u see.
he is excited seeing us, we all just lost our minds.

sup fun!

song, actually went for lady gaga's concert yest. even he said that dis one beats lady gaga...
"p.p.p.p.p.p.p.p..pokerface!"

so tired but doubt i can sleep. too excited and happy from the rush.
feet hurts cos, fort canning's ground is so hard and timbul timbul.
its painful when u jump on it.
but do u care abt how painful ur feet is when one of ur fav bands is being awesome onstage?
no..... u just enjoy urself,scream sing and jump.
:P

if i don haf a deadline tmr, i'd take leave sia.

perfect hopes and fears, under the iron symmetry sea

2009-08-13T17:48:00.004+08:00

"Because now I only see my dreams* in everything I touch..."

*=tom chaplin rocking his cute out...

superman nak retire konon...

2009-08-12T11:23:00.005+08:00

assignment two lah...
so long never do vector, kelam kabut jadinyer.
the lao clark kent look a bit like wak leman, no? hurhur

2009-08-09T17:50:00.005+08:00

sat sun mon.
develop aching thigh + knee ,
payback sleep,
gossip girls dvd,
sushi,
clothes shopping,
homework.

so, i did everything on the list except for the homework.
and homework was initially the planned ''must do" in my "let's save it to be done on the long weekend" list.
coming close second, is the 'payback sleep'

only on sunday, do i realise,
dropping adjective like 'long', only an extra monday holiday in addition to the weekend, is tad too generous.

amcm org boleh sanggup nak gi marina/city hall all the way untok tgk ndp?
only too see performers looking like ants.
kat tv tgk lagi clear.

2009-08-04T10:56:00.004+08:00

my latest most favouritest obssessed photographer JOSH GOLEMAN.

i am so jealous of him for his work, and the absurdly rad clients he worked with!!!
can u believe a wedding cud be this uberfun???!!

omg, so romantic and personal, make me feel so mentel sfm!
whahahaahhhahahahah!

2009-07-29T22:27:00.005+08:00

should i coffee drown myself again or just go ahead and sleep w.o finishing my hmwork.
the eyelids are strong latter's supporters.

and today i just had an out of this world encounter with the 4th kind.
the extra-terrastesticlerial suddenly verbally regurgitated onto me abt some
..erm, ahhhh, erm, well something dat i need not give a hoot.
and when asked if IT wants me to do something abt it, IT went.."NOoooooooooooOooOoo" in the absurdiously low tone unknown to a human dat can only be heard by a hippopotamus.
is IT dat deprived of human interaction dat IT wud force someone into a conversation that is as relatable as telling my mom about hardisk partition.

and den like IT figured out how random and useless the entire 5 mins, which it is very , IT just went into a spasm "im just sayinim just sayinim just sayin" as if to royally excuse IT's suprandom act with so much frowning and unexplainable creases on the face ,I tot IT's face's gonna crumple into a ball.

yani and syai 22nd bdae

2009-07-29T07:19:00.002+08:00

went to carousel at royal plaza,
didnt take much photo, but a few videos, but cudnt upload it in fb sebab ader org tak dapat menahan emosi jadi banyak bender censored terpantul kluar dari bibir org tu yg walaupon ayu tapi cabul! tsk tsk
so ill jus upload a few photos, cos no voice...
really, pompuan pompuan biler kasi byk sgt makanan bagus, meluak luak emosi dorg whahahha!

wat if it was me?

2009-07-27T22:13:00.004+08:00

im logged into fb.
went to yasmin's page..
there's a long list of 'r.i.p', 'we'll miss you', 'alfatehah', tagging of her photos and stuffs.
so i clicked "show older post"...
i kept on clicking it, till i get to the 1st msg that announce her death.
well wishes messages turns into 'innalillahiwainnailaihirajiun' within 30 mins.

dats how little time the transition took.
30 mins.
a trip from my house to jurong east in bus 98.
to shower and get ready for work.
eat my lunch.

and den i clicked on somemore to get to 23rd july, the day she went down.
people speculated her death on 23rd july, 4:33pm.
and den i clicked on her 'recent activity',
something as common as a comment on a photo on 21st july 4:20pm.
isnt it fascinating?

we donno wats gonna happen in a few days' time.
i may be leveling up in mafia wars and taking some random quiz in fb today....

will anione miss me as much as ppl do wit yasmin?
of cos i wont even match the number, she was a celebrity...
but ppl do honestly miss her, and prayed for her.
have i lived enough to make an impression on anione?
have i inspired anione?
have i touched anione?
does my existence make any difference to anione?
will anione bother to check out my recent activity in fb cos they dont see my update in their homepage animore?

i used to think, if i ever were to be hospitalised, wud there be anione who bother to visit?
wud it be attention seeking to call up a fren and tell em?
who shud i ask my family to call?
will dey make the call?

im still a bit detached from the reality of the news.
it feels like a bad dream.

astagfirullah hal azim.

malay female film maker.
there is so lil of them, and the best one has to go just when ppl start recognising it.

yasmin ahmad

2009-07-26T18:18:00.005+08:00

i was so shaken when kakak showed me an fb update by afdlin shauki on her phone...
i cudnt comprehend wat the paragraph really meant.
the words 'loss' and 'yasmin' in the same sentence just made my heart beat doubled up.
cud it be?
no no no no no no no....
i cudnt confirm my speculation, i didnt wanna read afdlin's update again.
the fear of confirming it by an fb update.
i was afraid it cheapens the news.
fb update is just too simplified and rushed.
her passing away deserve more than an fb update.
and she's been an amazing storyteller for her last chapter to be told in platform someone else wud use to say something as useless as 'my hair is wet after i shampoo it'.

but i cudnt do my googling cos i was at masjid.

well...
fb/cnn/whatevs...
i confirmed it while scannning thru the results for "yasmin ahmad" in google.

"Yasmin Ahmad - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Yasmin Ahmad (July 1, 1958 - July 25, 2009) was a critically-acclaimed multi-

award winning film director, writer and scriptwriter from Malaysia and was also ..."

unfortunately, it turns out to be true.

alfatihah.

2009-07-21T00:26:00.002+08:00

bitch, we dont noe each otehr enuf for u to be that rude to me.
hi, fuck u.

2009-07-19T15:53:00.004+08:00

am excited for this cmg weekend.
carousel-ing to celeb 2 of my secondary school sweethearts bdae...

i wanna make something, but i donno wat?
but den again, i may not make anything since im crazily bz this few weeks and months.
and school, whahaha, im still learning how to manage my energy level/ my sleeping time/ homework, computer and tv time.

and there are afew things i need to get meself doing.
1. get the fm2 fix. 60bucks or no camera for u noi.
2.get a new specs. my pair of braun buffel is truly missin. tsk.

:S monneh munneh munneh.. its a rich man's world.

sleepy mrt head

2009-07-17T10:41:00.003+08:00

this is one of my exhausting-est weeks to date.
top 10 at least.

well, cos i still got the record breaking 3 days without sleep-thon,
finishing up assignments, which made me see everyone as a bobbing head doll, and i laughed every freaking 10 sec over nothing.
lack of sleep really really make u hallucinate!

the sister's wedding rush.

etc etc etc.

so aniwae, this week,
ive actually fell asleep while standing in a crowded mrt, head and hands on the door which def. scare some peeps at dover mrt station, whhahaha!
i also realised the trip home is shorter dis week.
i'd try my best to find a seat/a possible seat at raffles,
make sure there's no old/pregnant/needforaseat person ard- cos that wud defeat the purpose of me sort of chopping the seat, right, they will get the seat aniwae.
and I may get it ard queenstown.
ill sit down , do a skim through left to right for old ppl
(really, i cannot tahan old ppl standing, but since ive stopped wearing my glasses and my vision is as good as a bat, everyone to me is young and fit. hurhur)
switched the ipod to elliot smith or lisa ekdahl and close my eyes.
5 mins(well, to me lah) later , i'll be in chinese garden oredi.:D
its so scary that its so easy to doze off nowadays.

ive been contemplating to take leave today or monday.
but apparently, my body decides that today, i'll wake up 10 mins b4 office hours.
tot of taking cab to work.
but yeah... this week's been shooting shooting shooting.
it is madly tiring.
ive yet to even read 20% of my emails this week.
and besides , weekend got big day..hubba hubba.

school, doh its additional tiring factor, its adds happiness and excitement.hurhur.
i am liking my class.
classmates are cool funny ppl.
i feeeeeeel so geyrek i cud do a class tee and wear it ard. whahahhahahahah!!

ok lah, i go back sleep.

work! work!

2009-07-12T22:19:00.002+08:00

will be tryin to get sleep in .5 hrs' time.
didnt managed to nap in the end.

am thinking thru my to-dos for tmr, since this week is one hell of busy week.
3 days of video filming to coordinate, direct and shoot.
i hate when there are too many casts.
ive had bad experience when the casts,
there's one pompuan who was debating with me on how the hell i should shoot.
the pundek wudnt shut the fuck up.
wudnt listen, didnt even wanna hear wats my idea...
bitch, im the one editing and i dont have the luxury of a whole big production team and given 3 months.
just because u have acted in ur kindergarten's school play doesnt make u a meryl streep.
and den there's the "who the hell are u again?" who screams "cut" generously.
i had 15 takes for a scene of a nurse passing IC back patient.
"u didnt smile!"
"use two hands!"
"patient too slow!"
"nurse u dont sound sincere"....
and i asked "how neccessary are all this nitpicking?"
she answered "ouh.. its the code of conduct."
my ass lah.

so im very not excited for this week.
im gonna be overworked as it has always been.
and pls, the amt of effort doing the whole video production is not the same as putting the damn video online and linking it.

saturday sunday gone too soon just like mj

2009-07-12T15:59:00.005+08:00

i hit multiple hat trick longkang yesterday during bowling.
i am an awesome bowling rebel. :D

i bought flowers, in an attempt to make my room look a lil alive...
but i dont see any vase lying ard in the house that i wanna put in room.
hurhurhur.
i doubt the room will look anything alive, when ive got a pile of clothes on the floor, a family of dead rat can hang out in.

hur hur.
now i remembered what i hate abt school.
homework.
i haven even start on at least one of my assignments.
wawan and reen's here melek meleking.
ill just go join dem and sleep and den later wake up, tgk ah, ill try to do my hmwork..

alahai...

2009-07-10T15:06:00.001+08:00

yea lah, siapalah aku.

*goes to relax one corner*

melek

2009-07-07T07:27:00.011+08:00

Sleeping Beast 3 / La bestia durmiente 3 by Yörik

woke up at 430am for sahur today.
cudnt sleep back, cos i had a heavy supermad early breakfast.
and den mom made me milo,
but a lil too sweet, so add half cup of boiling water [i like my milo tawar],
and its too hot, so i had to wait which made me even more awake.
while waiting, i switched on afchannel and chatted wit mom.
so chatted we did till its 515, by then, my cup of milo is oni quarter drank.
check subuh time, "540".
place the cup of milo in the fridge for abg to drink.
and got myself a huge cup of water and continue our conversation.
555,
didnt bother to sleep back again since its subuh oredi, so mom said she wanna go solat.
by den i was too awake.
so i took a shower and solat.
630.
to sleep or not to sleep?
im afraid im gonna wake up at 8am.
so i didnt sleep.

better get a good nap during lunch.
cos if not im gonna fight heavyweight lids in class today.

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Coral von Zumwalt via decor8

there's too much things to love in this room.
throw in splashes of turqouise in there in a form of pretty curtain and cushion.
change the lil dog to a tabby cat. purrrrrrrfect.

mengidamn!

2009-07-05T21:11:00.002+08:00

ive been fasting for so many days.
all i want right now is a McD's hotcake.

weekend gone too fast.
:(
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@ mosi cafe - haji lane

2009-07-05T00:47:00.003+08:00

"ill be home at 830-ish"

well, dats the plan initially.
went arab st to get fabric and hangout at late afternoon.
bumped into marcus while waiting for shu...discussed abt muslim architecture.
whahahahahah... and dat reminds me i need to google more abt it.
ordered too much food at kg glam cafe, which left me and shu super full till evening.

sheesha-ed at mosi, after pat joined us.
ordered ginger mint tea, cos i tot i'd help my digestion...
too sweet, so i kept on topping up my glass of tea wit shu's water.
after 3rd top up, den the tea was pleasantly tasteful.
*tell the guy not to put sugar in ur drinks when u order at mosi... cos shu got her own sugar packs to add to taste for her peppermint.

i forgot wat random stuff we talked abt.
but we stayed on till 9pm.

shu took some photos of me doing silly shits.
closeups of my face shows my skin looking damn rough.
shit.
ive got open pores the size of fifty ct coins.

heniwae, im plannin to clean up my room, and plan wat to use for the fabric and start window shopping for new sewing machine.

and shu, i agree wit monkey letting go.
but this monkey, will let go but not b4 fighting for one of the bananas.

2009-07-03T23:03:00.003+08:00

heyheyhey mambang.
week's been a thrilling ride.
1st week of school, like always, i had a reason to stand out, unfortunately.
dis time for being admission card-less.
still havent got my card cos finance dept haven process the fees.
so right now, aku like curik masuk class...

work, ergh.
dis week, confused and disoriented at times.
too many things supposed to happen, to many things canceled, too many things pending, just too many things....
besides, schooling and working after a loooong time...
man, it's pretty weird.
not hard yet, but i now its gonna be.
right now, im just too overwhelmed with emotions i cant think straight.

thus, ive been having very vivid dreams for the whole week.
supershits.
sometimes, in mid of nite, im tempted to take paper n pen and jot down my head trip.
cos i'd be dreaming abt it, and i noe im dreamin, and i'd laugh so hard in my dream, its such an surreal feeling but its somewhere in the line of absohappy.
i think i just figured a way to get post-weed high w/o participation of any substance.

budden, there wud be ppl in my dreams...ppl whom i have hypocriticaly claim i am indifferent to.
ppl im supposed to be better off without.
causes emotional pandemonium. i think relapse for the 1232184728th time.
tell me why we still feel for ppl who could care for us as much as a burden.
sinfully praying dat when ur moment of glory is gone, u wud have ur own emotional chaos,
and u call me doh my phone number has been collecting dust in ur contact list, id go "kau punyer sluar dlm ah. bye"

i hate that tomorrow is coming

2009-06-28T21:37:00.003+08:00

transformers-ed at plaza gv yest night/today morn.
reached kakak's plc at 430am.
set the alarm to 6:55am.(extra 5 mins, for my mandatory melek b4 waking up)
gtg work, cos got acls session.
[pls remind me again abt the rational for my presence at work for an online medical exam, when i can provide the same assistance from my own room?]

i reached home, sleep deprived.
i did some stuff like watching confession of drama queen, and thinking how megan fox just grew galatically hotter while lilo sunk into a crackbody and banging a fellow va jay jay...
by 3pm, i cudnt tahan, i went to bed and threw some tantrum in between cos in my house its just illogical to leave someone to sleep peacefully in noon time without demanding answers for dumb questions that can definitely wait till that certain sleepyhead wakes up. its like... u dont have the right to have peace and quiet for sleeping during daytime.
and as if locking ur room isnt an obvious 'do not disturb'.

heniwae, i dreamt abt some wacky stuff.
in my dream,
apparently, tzi yun told me "its time for a walking msn"
wic means.. its time to have a personal conversation with someone face to face , while walking of cos, and u have the right to not allow ppl to tag along for the converation trip. and u can even conference talk if dats wat u want...

so i did.
with tzi yun and a certain someone...
dint managed to say wat i really wanted to say cos i was overwhelmed that we are walking at scotts road and im in my kain pelekat with no ezlink.
next thing i noe, fiona was telling me...she's glad she's just woke up.
cos she was in a plane from thailand.. and the airstewardess woke her up and she brushed her away saying "dont disturb me! im sleeping, watever u wanna say, later..."
so she was in the plane for 2 trips to and fro thai-sg,
and luckily, she woke up in time , during the arrival to sg the 2nd time.. cos after sg, the plane's heading Japan, and she told me "and u noe how cold japan is right now?! im in shorts and tee." wtf....
and wana is also dating my fren, but i donno who.. cos she showed me a piece of photo of marker outline of him which she kept in her wallet.
wahhahahhaahha!!!
blardy insane.
and why am i dreaming that im in kain pelekat?

mj's final bow

2009-06-26T22:26:00.004+08:00

i made a joke abt moonwalking.
i replied to as many msges fren posted up abt MJ as possible.
and at 10:25pm.
it really really hit me, that wacko jacko wont be rocking the E! news headline no more.
(yeah it took me the whole day to digest and understand what "michael jackson is died" really supposed to make me feel)
kids born or having any sense of memory after 26th june 09, wudnt noe who michael jackson is.
michael jackson for dem wud be like p ramlee for me.
heard he's a legend.
watching bujang lapok and humming to jeritan batinku ... figured thats wat legends do.
u kinda just think of them like dat, cos everyone tells u they are like dat.
i have never have met bono or gwen stefani but i'd have more guts and confidence discussing how great these artist are after they passed on, compared to me talking abt marilyn monroe or elvis presley, aldoh there's abundance of freecyclopaedia on dem dat i can refer to.
its just not credible for ppl who dont live in the era , when these famous lives are still alive to tell a story of their greatness.

and its sad, that MJ, doh last chapters of his life werent dazzled with so much awesomeness,
shortlived his glory and he didnt get his chance to do a comeback.

i grew up watching MJ alot, he kinda tot me things...
like:
the phrase "king of pop"
red leather jacket
guys with long curly bangs
cleopatra (remember the time mtv)
that white & black is a very good ensemble to wear
plastic surgery
moonwalk
gloves
black man
abc and also
123

r.i.p mj, u did rock my world.

who flu my cheese?

2009-06-24T19:12:00.005+08:00

this flu bug got me pretty good.
im off the radar for a while.
u may msg/call me, but i may reply/or never , in best scenarios, a few hours or days time.
cos im too busy figuring out, where i got my lip cuts from,location of my last snot-filled tissue which miss the waste basket by 2 meters, where my head at, how ive developed such dependency for sleep , aiming to finish up the antibiotic + other candies without being drowsy at work.

asta la pasta linguine...to go.

monday flu blue.

2009-06-22T10:33:00.008+08:00

cudnt sleep on the sunday morning, i started sniffing.
i tot it cud just be a normal morning sinus.(doh ive never had sinus, but cud never cross out the possibility of developing one)
walked out to the kitchen, and saw mom cleaning the kitchen at 4am.
no, this is not an unsual sight.
sat by the fridge, continued the convesation i had the night b4.
and den mom forced me to pop the flu pill. i did it, and within 15 mins,
i went back to room and then a boom.
"noi bangun , subuh."
what happened?! i didnt realised i was gone for 2 hours.
subuh-ed and ngaji, by this time the sniffs were frequent and accopmpanied by annoying lil cough.
mom told me to finish up the surah and go sleep.
i went back to my room and then mom screamed in sheer panic "NOI! dah pukul 3(it's already 3)!!"
i opened up my eyes, the room was way brighter than it was before I zoned out.
the room's fluorescent wasnt the cause of blame.
the blardy sun!
wat blardy sun? its 7am wat...
den i glanced at my clock.
1:30.
pls ignore the 3pm comment my mom did, she's always exxaggerating the time to make u panic. but usually, i'd check the time, and go "chey..". but this time.
i lost 5 hours of my life, with my side face planted on the pillow.
i think i didnt changed my position at all , the whole 5 hours.
i had creases on my face.
it didnt feel like 5 hours, it felt like only a lil doze off.

so by 3pm, i was on the computer/tv/phone
e statement "my nose's like a broken tap",never was really a genuine analogy, till then.
the fluid flow down my upper lip, with no jig or shake.
it just went down the stream.
wth.
and of cos, involuntarily, sipped abit and tasted it. oddly salty, if u may ask.
i went straight to fridge, and popped a few leftover pills and vitamin c tablet into my mouth.

by 630pm, it was a pretty matured sneezefest package.
upsized bodyache, Mcsnotty nose and mega raspy voice to go.
rolled up in (mom's)bed.
switched on the aircon.
popped somemore pills and then
i kinda forgot what happened.

at 3am (i knew cos i heard my dad talking), my mom asked me if im gng work.
refusal to open my lids, i shook my head hard.
"tu pergi ke tak?"
den i tried my best to say "tidaaaak", which from my best memory, it kinda sounded like a temperamental wounded chewbacca.

i knew i had some wickedly awesome dream, which i told myself "must remember this, damn smart". and of cos ...
at 9am, woke up on MY bed, forgot what the brilliant dream was, cos i cant remember how i am on my own bed even.
-ouh god, this is the worse sick episode, ever.
as if flowing mucus isnt shitty enuf... memory lapses?!! c'mon...--
took a shower and abt to leave the house for the clinic, only to realise i got no money.
and mom's not home.
great.

and den mom reached home with wanton noodle.-grins-
but told me "gi doctor dulu, nanti makan"
went see the dr, halfly suspecting myself getting H1n1.
was relieved when the nurse said "good! no fever. 36.7"
saw the doctor , he prescribed some snooze drugs and gave me license to rest for 2 days.

kay sleep time..

the class which chanted "the school is screwed"

2009-06-21T03:34:00.007+08:00

sp's dmmt 2nd last batch of class 01 gathering

managed to gather almost the full strength.
pretty amazing turn out.
it was so absurdly incredible.
i didnt now how much i missed the class,
till i laughed so hard i almost cried a few times last night.

weixin and thong guan who sat next and in front of me were hilarious peeps.
in school, i knew weixin as the wacky fingernails girl, but she's def. more den just pretty and dangerously fierce fingernail.
she is so brilliantly funny. a female chi meng [in case u donno, my intern buddy].
whahahaahhahah.
we basically terrorise poor thong guan. calling him a geek w/o any qualm. whhahahah
but consolation.. we told him he is at least a "12 gig(geek)" and above....
whahahahah
lame, but funny kay. i love techy(tacky) jokes. whahah!!!
managed to catch up with most of dem, jess the hot one told us a funny story abt being a sq sterwardess.
choimei and yueyi remain adorable.
zak as always, is my very irritating precious, listening to my boohoos....
and yeah i was so swoon over how my girls have blossomed beautifully, i had to just say aloud "ah! my classgirls are soo pretty!!!".
yes they are very pretty. we can make several sets of wonderpondergirls.
ouh and the boys... ah, they remain the sweethearts just like in school (ok im giving dem too much hype and credit for wat they worth... but they are my frens, thus awesomeness is something they dont lack).

jennifer and jeanine, the vid lecturers were awesome enuf to grace us with their presence.. hehe.
elynn sadly cudnt make it...
but its great noeing that the lechies bothered to meet us, evendoh we used to give dem hell. ouh yes, we did.

ok im super high from the absolutely lovely nite.
and of cos the mussels, scallops, salmons and a dozen glasses of peach tea...

to gorblok.

2009-06-18T23:35:00.005+08:00

aku ingat aku over it.
tapi, biler ader chance jer, mesti aku nak bebual pasal bender tu.
topik yg menyentuh sanubari aku deep deep.

chatted wit chi meng.
as always, he's an awesome listener.
he say watever i wanna hear.
very bagus.
5 star!

so sekarang aku tros nekad!
putus harapan ku bersebab.
demi kebaikan diriku, silaturahim ini terpaksa direnggangkan.

6 tahun, ku kumpul jadi daki jer. buat per simpan.
ader baiknyer dibersihkan, aku kumpul yg baru.
moga moga, dis time, jadilah penawar hati, pengubat luka, penaruh harapan.

ok set. ni entry, entry buang suwey!
ini kali aku ultimate merajok and kecewa, takder jalan kembali.
aku dengan hati yang berat, tak mao geng ngan kau lagi.

kater kasar ku, "wahai gorblok, kau boleh berambos, nak terbaring ke, nak terlungkup ke.. kau nyer suardalam! aku dah cukup menahan stress tension perasanku. kau tetap kau, si gorblok al banggang. kau ngan penyakit bodoh chronic megah kau, aku serik.
dats it ass. go back to ur own hole."

sekian,
noi leman.

skola!

2009-06-17T12:05:00.002+08:00

"your class will commence on 30 Jun (Tues)."

must go popular go get school stuff.
and bata to buy shoes.
whahahhahahhaaaaa... blardy excited!

u lose some, u definitely lose some.

2009-06-14T16:56:00.003+08:00

shopped like a mad tai tai yest at IMM.

tai tai i am not wallet-ologically.

so it hurts so damn much after i see how much damage i've cost to my future of having a degree/ a driving or bike license(something ive not truly decided yet)/ a pretty wunderful nikon d90 and my trip to europe in year 2059.

i was a lil pitam after dat.

very tak sedar diri, i bought 6 tops from esprit. a new pair of NewBalance trainers, just cos suddenly i realised that my pair of mizuno hurts my feet...

the realisation occured the same time as i tried on the very pair of NewBalance ive signed for and am re-lacing it currently for the 5th time :S.

and i bought 2 new pillows just like doting taitai. as if, i got room on my supersingle bed for animore pillow.

ok, gng for dinner wit aisyah to exchange kl stories.;

ouh yeah kl... abg , u killing me softly wit dos photos.

beautiful mess

2009-06-11T21:58:00.004+08:00

im frighteningly, giving up photography.
i've stopped being motivated.
it is scary.
but these images are too wonderfully captured, i wish i can proudstamp it with me name.
and dat ignited my wishful hopes that i wanna be a lovely photographer.
i want to be part of so many friends/family happy moment.
i want to laugh as i reminisce the moment while i tweak the digital exposure.
i want to proudly display it in a video slideshow with my favourite tune playing at the background, being the musical narration that summaries the whole emotion.

i could go to pc show tomorrow and get that dslr ive been hoping for since 17 y.o.
or use the money for the driving license i need.
cos the trip to kl made me wondered 'if only i knew how to drive', too many times.
in fact i broke my ego recently, cos it caused a soul-dissapointing revelation.

im 22 and w/o a degree.

ive no tales of achievements after my diploma.
wat ate my 2 years?

im damn clueless.

atleast i hope i still got my humor.
"u noe, if u spell out 1 out in B1(as in basement 1),
it'd be Bone. and wadja call dos ppl who work at B1?
BONERS!!!!!"
whhahahhaahahah

ah, how wonderfully dissapointing my life may be heading.
"what a beautiful mess, its like picking up trash in dress"- j.mraz

june 09 kl trip.

2009-06-10T16:40:00.003+08:00

this time, kl wasnt disappointing.
well, kl never was disappointing.
trips only are shitty when there are bummers included in the itenary.
this time, everyone was such a sport.
thus, kl memang ler awesome.

1. i wore a big rose on my head in kl(yeah shu, i wore the brooch on the head instead), at the wedding reception of a dato's daughter. org tanyer 'kemender tu?' wah gumbira mah!!
2. prior to dat,i had a haircut, which is asymetrical. ok, i dono watehell it is, but yeah.. in the cab home , i knew mom wud def say "aper kau potong senget, style lah tu?!"
3. i called my kl cousin's gf "ayoh". as in 'dad'.
4. i declared to my aunts and uncle, the gaya i slept like in the car 'mcm kene tembak'.
5. i had sate kajang, 2 days consecutively. we drove alll teh way to puchong from hulu langat, passby around 2 tolls to get it. semangat? KUSMANGAT!
6. i had carls' junior. peh full. i vow not to eat bk for a-2 months. sebab the size of the burger is like 10 bks. kay, i lie, shuddup.
7. putrajaya looks like fusionpolis at buona vista there. 'road dorg peh mcm singapore'
8. we were on the road majority of teh time. from hulu langat to bangsar to hulu langat to pudu to "some sungai", etc etc.... round kl in 3 days!
9. i spent more than 48 hours with my sg cousins whom i'd usually meet twice a year, 2 hours max each session. i've forgotten how they tok. after this trip, its reassuring to noe, they tok damn cock. sekepaler lah kami.

ok, aku enjoy kl kay. i wont say abt kl animore. sebab novelty dier dis time akan luak kalau criter byk sgt.
memang pon tak shopping and watwat.
but it felt good.
cos liek every other trips i have wit my family, its really all abt the family bond.
its damn shiok noeing dat i have lovely family.
this is like a mini perak trip.
damn good for the soul.
and now back in sg, mcm lonely gitu.

2009-05-31T21:04:00.002+08:00

gua shopped pat John Little tadi.
bought a ikema bed sheet(w/o comforter and frills...).
damaged me with 35flyingkicks.
and made me supdrowsy and high after dat, i cudnt wait to go home to changed the sheet.
the turqouise friven bedsheet needs to be washed, well, i got my other ikea bed sheets, but they're not fitted sheet, and moreover ikea's bed sheet will develop gentelness after a few wash.
uncomfy.
i love fitted sheet, cos means, lesser tidying in the morn, besides, with this weather,
80% of the nights, the blanket/comforter is thrown onto the floor.

fitted the bed, and shown it off to sis, cos she too bought bed sheet, but she cudnt fit it yet..cos she dont have her bed at my house, LOL!
den she say 'why tak tunggu rayer?'
ah.
didnt think of dat.

heniwae.
tmr's monday.
friday was wasted mopping around. wat a waste.
i hate monday.
ive yet to pack.

kl kl, can u be less "erghh!!!" this time?
cos the prev trip, doh it wasnt ur fault, was such a bummer.
this time, i want to not care and get wat i want.
i want subway, wendy's, cinnabon and duck rice.

"chasing our tails in circle, going back where we are"
nope, dont want that to happen.
will change, and step one, is to ditch and be selfish.

britain's got talent lah like dat...

2009-05-30T22:47:00.005+08:00

wahliao, sibei irritating.
her eye makeup wasnt even affected...bet, she's a major spoilt brat.
"eeek eeek..."

play that funky music, white boy...

I LOL-ed so hard at "i didnt see how Justintimberlake danced when he was 12, bet its something like dat"...
Don't think so! He was such a boyband material even back den.

but i think dis grup is supergutsy.
doh i cringed so hard, strands of eyelashes dropped, praying for ZERO wardobe malfunction!!! whhahah! too hilarious.
Little Britain, hire them already!

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aniwae, flyer trip was, erm... like a very expensive and extended elevator ride.
thanks abg aniwae.
dont think $29 for 30 mins of the ride is worthit.

post-overexpectation.

2009-05-29T17:20:00.003+08:00

am i heartbroken?
yes.

cos disappointment is a lonely painful affair.
i wish i can say to u.
but i already lost u long ago.

its funny what the last straw was,
in fact if i do say it, it sounds petty.

i shud have stop caring long ago.
it wasnt my right to aniwae.
but how can a girl control her emotion.
when she's has set you apart,
and just hope you'd do the same for her
ask ur mom... le femme can never do dat.

i wish this is a love story.
but this is way heinous than love.
its a broken friendship.

we can let it be like a broken music box.
all pretty, but we noe, it wont tune for a dance animore.

my bro's right, "u wont be disappointed if you have no expectation."
but honestly, i only had that much expectation, not because you were worth that trust,
cos im such an awesome fren, i deserve better frens.

2009-05-27T18:53:00.004+08:00

i accidentally overwirtten aab st photos, the one i hung out with syai. and buy kain and such.
tres fuck.
yani's right.. "noi kau bayeeek uopload cepat cepat kang comp kau ni tu lah."
heniwae,
mc 2 days.
im a sick sick person.

but i still got deadline on friday. whahah
bagos ah!

ouh yeah, ya guys heard.
the swine flu is chiling in the contagious diesase ctr of my workplace.
whaddup!
bumfuckingmer.
i hope they wont force us to cancel our leave.
cos im going KL!
i dont care.
im too tired and stressed...
yes, the 2 days mc's prolly becos of dat.
___________________

last saturday with syai and yani.
went pasir ris for very very short cycle. lol!

den went yani's home to play masak masak.

sita bdae and my ipod issue.

2009-05-13T20:25:00.005+08:00

haf u guys seen how perfect julian hee acted as a piece of wood in red thread?
forced expression once in a while, im almost amazed at his versatility range. almost.

niwae, i realised, ive too many "i would never dare hum this in public"songs that made me cringed so hard, i think i pulled a muscle, I couldnt help but kept on digging the ipod out of the hugamongous bag to skip the abovementioned songs evry 2-3 number.
moreover, the fact that my ear drums have suffered long time from my constant megalevel decibel abuse, thus i cudnt enjoy my music without blasting it to the at least: FULL.
and with dat, i noe the fellow commuters in the mrt has resented their fate that they dont need to get a music player, when noi's earphone spills are audible all the way to tampines.
and this morning, a pakcik gave me a lil frown when the playlist goes to m daud kilau's 'cek mek molek'.
in my language that pakcik's frown would mean "wathefuck?!!!"
of cos embarrassed and i also undertand that this was my 1242873673th i've mentally noted down to
'delete this song, its loud and irritating, its funny but don't abuse urself like this, noi.'
and den freddie jackson comes on singing 'mr and mrs jones'. i tell u, this mr&mrs jones is nothing like uh!mazing michael buble swagged, its bad bad 80s. i can hear the bad keyboard laying down the beat , it sounds like a bad casio keyboard ad.

so yeah. ima spending the rest of my nite deleting the cringe inducing songs(well at least b4 i get distracted by ugly betty...again)
afterall, im running out of my 80gb!
tsk tsk!

the weekend which i met up with people to do some human boonding.
went to zam zam cos sita wana eat indian food(zer0 points for originality..whhahah), and cos its her belated bdae lunch, we were just her mere minions. jadi ikot jer...

sita devouring murtabak, nasi goreng and i insist the noodle is called meesiam goreng.
the "bungkus di bawah sahaja" green marker writtened on masking tape reminder,
made the 4 of us ketawer sambil menahan murtabak from terhembus kluar.
kawan kawan aku memang tak appropriate dorg nyer pe'el
den we walked around arab st...
sebab dorg very mentel.
after walking around for hours, den we settled for gelare...
and dats when we gave her, her prezzies.
i was so afraid she's gonna tear like me.
now i noe how they felt.
its amazing seeing ur fren so happy at the verge of meleleh.
and becos of this,she's still my good fren...
some people dah kene cancel dari phonebook sebab signal dier bagik terlalu tak menghargai.

sasa voucher, GUESS? charm bracelet and charles&keith heels from us.

yani:"noi! jgn amik gambar aku buruk."

we were like pacmans.tak stop makan makan makan!

after sita went back yani syai and me, head to jason's supermarket and get food and drinks.
we bought nuggets and apple pie jus so we can sit at macdonald's and chat.

alhamdulillah,im thankful for frens like these wonderhomosapiens.

sita 22nd bdae

2009-05-10T00:37:00.004+08:00

punat here, punat there.
donno why, ive been calling everyone dat today.
its funny sounding.
even funnier, cos im calling everyone nipple.
its rude i noe,
cos i shud've called dem punat-punat, cos everyone have 2 nipples.

met up with syai yani sita, cos last week,
i was on duty and had no choice but to postpone sita bdae celebration.
eevn today's meetup was unplanned till like 1hr prior the meetup.

heniwae,
bought a really cool pair of sexaye foot clothes for sita.
damn pretty kay.
i almost got meself a pair, but i noe i wont wear..
(i only wore that heels i showed u guys, liza and sya, at banquet ...twice)
syai bought for her GUESS? bracelet and yani bought her sasa voucher.

and we spent today complaining and laughing our ass off at how everything is for us.
yea, its true, its fun to laugh at urself..
but its funnier when u've got frens laughing together with u, and make an ass out of themselves too....
whahhahahhahah...

today's pretty sweet.
hoo yeah, i bought a new shiny wallet at charles and keith.
yeay me

emo keparat.

2009-05-03T22:26:00.003+08:00

aku masih tak paham, tren generasi terkini, ber-emo kedemo ni.
kalau emo, tahap, fesyen dan musik, oraitah.
tapi kalau bab pe'el dan perilaku...
bingit gak aku ngok org emo emo ni.
tak semener mener, moncong bak itik.

kalau lah kau ni kirekan bingit and penuh ngan angst sebab kau pikir,
"the world owes me, so fuck u, "
bonggok, stop thinking the world revolve around u.
kau kene paham, akcherli, ader org memang sincerely, tak nak amik endah pasal kau.
kau bagik org, is just another soul yg buat nyemak.
its true, i've felt like that towards some people, and definitely alot more people felt the same way abt me.

tapi, takkan aku nak hate life, hate people, hate the world, hate the sky, the rain the cats and the pokemons?
u cant please everyone u noe...

emo phase ni kan sepatutnyer pasal donning the black eyeliner, head to toe black getup, refusal to smile and listening to "i hate the world, i hate everyone, im all alone...dark dark dark"anthems...
but i think u're overdoing it

ini semuer is supposed to be just an act ok, semuer just for attention.
its supposed to be something u do, so in future u can think back and laugh at it... not regret it.
dats wat people do.
tak caya?
tengok ah avril lavigne...yeah she was all emo, but she was laughing all the way to the bank.
so get ur fucking act together, grow up and get a life!

2009-05-03T00:03:00.002+08:00

today = awesome

ima tired, gonna get some sleep.
better not over work myself on monday.
im weak like dat, i fear for myself getting sick.
i dowanna hafta stay in the hospital just for cos im feverish or wat.

what labour day?!

2009-04-30T23:41:00.002+08:00

i wish im in school, so that i can at least enjoy the ancipation of school closure.
cos aldoh i've been slogging my ass off these past few weeks, and tomorrow's PH,
wic i was madly looking forward to,
i sadly got activated , thus i hafta go to work and make sure every soul dat come to the hospital, is a-okay!

6:30am to 3pm!
:(
infact the whole team got activated.
and these past few weeks' been a tough tough one.
emotionally and physically.
we badly needed the long break, but unfortunately, the PH's not our's to enjoy.

bummer.

so the rest of u who are enjoying ur blardy holiday.
thank god u guys have kiasee peeps looking after u guys.
cos u noe, at 159 peeps in mexico died of this virus.
and no one reallyreally know how/why/what's the virus about.

ouh reen ... i noe how u feel now.

of the swine and the bees

2009-04-28T00:30:00.003+08:00

monday morning and already such tense vibe around.
swine flu's the big deal currently.

really, u donno how big a deal it is at the workplace.
everyone's activated, alerted,tasked and praying for the best.
it's like going to a war.

boys, ns didnt train u for this kinda shit.

its scary how worried people are.
at the speed it's spreading, its only time , till one joker slip thru sg's tight kiasee security.

and being sg-ian, i piled the dettol oredi at home.
would eat nothing, till i wash my hands.
and yes just like 2003,
PCK rapped the shit out of his curlywurly hair
"Cover your mouth if you cough or sneeze
You think everyone want to catch your disease?
Don't “kak-pui”! all over the place
You might as well “Kak pui” on my face. "

so guys, its a big deal.
reading my "swine flu" feeds, is like watching a time bomb.

take care of urself,
cos here we go again....

new contestant: d90!

2009-04-25T12:45:00.004+08:00

jus came back.. urghh tired.
was fun meeting some peeps.

gng out later again...aghh! i want more sleep! more!
whahha

heniwae, spent dis week juggling a billion things (work and my deficiting mental health).
even went to nuh to help out with their video shoot (mcm tak cukup kerje pat kampung sendiri), and was task to be the cameraperson.
odd, cos i've never had/been a clingy director, who would stay very close proximity to me/my cameraperson while I/he shoots.
but it is also comforting noeing that, i've got spoonfed directions...whahah! no need to think so much. but hell, was pana's dvx really ever daat heavy? ouh god liza, its been 2-3 years
cos after 15 mins holding on to it and shooting freehand, my right shoulder hurts like a bitch.
but i ws thanking god, it wasn't canon's xl... whahah!
dat one gerenti aku surrender!

and, also ive been doing research for my upcoming purchase : "the new digicam"
new contestant: nikon d90!
the video capability! how can i forgot abt d90!

"but noi, d90's a dslr.... i tot u dowan dslr?"

yeah i tot i didnt want dslr.
so i was enthusiastically researching on prosumer cams instead... leaving out the possibility that dslr cud be wat i want actually.
and i realise, i was here like dis ard 2 years ago, figuring out prosumer vs dslr vs slr war.
and slr won, due to my financial situation den (ie. student /intern)
and now, im back at sq 1, except, im done with slr... but shud i proceed my photography discovery journey with a prosumer or a dslr?
do i really wanna retard back to prosumer?
wont i die inside , having forked out kaching and den not having a decent focus/zoom ring and going back to a prosumer instead of advancing forward?
right right?!

so , dats why, d90's in this deciding process.
but noeing wat a fickled mind ive got...its still not concrete till the day i swipe the card.

After playing around with the AF Nikkor 70-210mm lens on "Spring Colors", I decided to go in the complete opposite direction later in the day and try out the AF Micro Nikkor 60mm lens on the D90.

I also wanted to apply the poor-man's "Color" to these clips. Once I put the edit together in Final Cut Pro, I exported a TIFF sequence, color-corrected the sequence in Photoshop as a batch action, and then imported the sequence back into FCP.

Wow.

The results are fine, but it takes a long time. Unless you've got time to spare (or you don't have the dollars to spend on "Color"), I do not recommend this process.

The music is "Deep Water" by Portishead.

combining my 2 loves together, photography and video!
and did somemore deeper economical pt añalysis,
if my purchase consideration was really tied to the system my sis and bro owns, how abt the nikon i own?
why didnt i consider to reuse the lens and watwats?
right?!
wat lah me.

so heniwae, aldoh canon's delighting u always...nikon's at the heart of the image, tau!

to lumix or canon?

2009-04-19T22:06:00.004+08:00

since my fm2a's batt ran out, and i've yet to go buy it ...
till dat happens, im out of a good camera to shoot with.
the one i can go shoot with and then print.
yeah i've got the slim casio, but i still cant figure out how to change capture setting from the 72dpi to an at least 300dpi yet..
and it bugs me madly, cos otherwise its a pretty cool cam.

so im still gonna use my fm2a, but less often since its heavy and film takes up a whole lot of my time to go to a shop to get a film, to developing it and reviewing den printing....
eversince the crazy overwhelming busy wave at work (see: recent complain posts), i don even have time to drop by the shop to do all dat..
even my thai films are yet sent to develop. ishh kan?

so heniwae, abg's current photography involvement is making me blush.
i havent been shooting for a looooooooooooong time.
and he's already making his way to purchase a canon 40d in exchange with his 350d...

but i donwant a dslr.
cos they're heavy and dey don have video mode, well except for mark 5d II, but lets not tok abt things we cant afford here...
and also i dowanna worry abt buying lenses and ladida...
and i noeif im gonna get a dslr i wud wanna get a wideanlge lens. and dats not cheap
but i hate dos prosumer cam that dont haf focus ring.
and i love my wideangle lens.
so i need a good camera that has got frenly interface, good photo quality(ouh god there ARE CAMERA dat take very bad photos kay. no kidding. ) focus ring,with wide angle converter, good low light tolerance , pretty and not more expensive than a dslr.
i noe the few brands i shud look into are:

canon
panasonic lumix
sony

i'm a huge canon's compact cam fan. except canon dont haf the focus ring. but i can rest assure that canon has got good color, clean and smooth photo quality.
u shoot anihow also, 80% of the time photo turns out well.
and from experience, canon produce pretty good photos even in low light.
only thing, stopping me from purchasing it, is dat canons camera dont look dat sleek.
the camera is : Powershot G10

panasonic lumix , i adore it too.
its true and i even made a few people purchase dem, and i believe they loved it.
except, lumix, used to haf a lil issue with low light.
the pictures dont turn out as smooth as canon under low light.
but other than that they pretty much rock my socks.
and plus point, the lumix lx3 im eyeing on looks really ol school.
the camera is: Lumix LX3

sony's good.
but expensive.
so no good. ok i jus put it in as one of the choices cos
3 choices looks more erm,
well, usually mcq got 3 choices mah!

hmmm.

2009-04-18T21:55:00.003+08:00

back in the days we didnt hafta watch zoey101 discuss about making out with a boy.

cos we're busy watching:

omg video game in diskette!! ohmaygawd, uberawsome!

and i wondered how come i was so slenger compared to e now kids.

2009-04-16T00:35:00.002+08:00

5.5 hrs b4 rise and shine.

success story: finished season 3 of heroes. overcame the itching spasm evrytime mohinder comes onscreen.

video for nursing is nowhere done.
whahahahaha!
i hate listening to aretha's respect thanks to this project.

corrine bailey rae, kickass.

played guitar heores. hooosome!

kay, byechi!

room improvement

2009-04-12T21:23:00.005+08:00

i love these images....

ahhhhh i love everything i here, except the zebra rug...urgh

more rashes are appearing on my underarm, i sus[ect its my 10 y.o desk fault.
its chipping, and often i caught ants scurrying around my keyboard area...
weird.

so im gonna pluck out enough courage and detachment from the desk and throw it out
and get a new one.
well at least till i figure out where to get the money and which new table to
replace its throne.

im crazy over ol school luggage.
thanks to dad and sis i got 2 of it in my room.
and currently its functoning as storage only...
i've got not enough room to play around wit it.
doh,im eyeing for more.
i found mini ol school chest box in mustafa selling at $25-ish.
interesting, tempted to get but after much scrutinising, its just a
wood box laminated to make it look old... and the lamination is peeling oredi oso..:(

omg.... so many colors so fun! gonna ask cik awi and cik enon for kains!

i just bought a turqoise bedsheet and it made me alot happier :D
im planning to get yellow and baby blue fabrics to make new bolster
and pillow cover.
well, dats if i can fix my stupid singer sewing machine.
i should just dump it and get a new one!
i really need another long weekend so i can i clean up the room...
hehehhe.

tomorrow's a hell of a week.
editing editing.

ouh yeah last thurs, i encountered someone who was crazy over my
director's role.
amateurs!

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images from : here and here of cos not from my room.

good friday peeps

2009-04-10T19:21:00.002+08:00

watsup good friday enjoyeders!

i've done nuthin proudly productive today.
ouh yeah i got fed up abt people compaining i'm taking up their wardrobe space (cos i used not have my own room, so i share room with everyone...), so i took like e >100 of my tees(really... i re-folded em one by one. im halfly amazed, but not surprised..whahh) from the other room and clear my room's almost full wardrobe and try to fit and sardine pack all of it in, togetehr with .
bursting.
so spent 3 hours, blasting rufus wainwright from ipod and ORGANIZING.
i felt like martha stewrt a lil bit.
i even covered teh surface of the wardobe shelves with some nice leftover wrapping paper.
i cut the huge ikea paper into size with my tiny penknife and no rulers watsover...sprayed glue it and paste on the surfaces and praying the glue wont stain or anything my clothes in a few month's time.

so the room looks the same ol mess, only the wardrobe a lil more tidy.
prolly tomorrow i shall fix the book/cd/magazine/food/camera shelf.

i still have 3 new vcds i bought 2-3 weeks ago to watch.
and jason mraz at eagle's ballroom dvd to drool over.
tsk...

i was fb-ing and vimeo-ing, and i start to get a lil sleepy.
and den i told myself 5 more mins.
5 more mins turns into 2 hours later, and now its a lil too late to sleep cos its maghrib oredi.

dang kan?

adin's final days of social life

2009-04-05T22:40:00.004+08:00

even adin gotta do national service..

friday went to chalet and met up with some frens i haven met with, spoken of/with, for the past 6 years.
everyone's grown up pretty well and a lil screwed up.
just the way i imagined it.
good.

it was memorable.

and i brought 2 cameras.
but i didnt use it much. there wasnt much opportunity.
cos many left at 2-3am.
i planned to stay the night there cos its too exhausting to come and go home in afew hours time.
aniwae i came like at 11pm.
it ridiculous to go home at 3am..
moreover there's afew of my frens whom i haven been seeing much of since i graduated.

all i remembered was i had a pretty shitty sec school.
and den friday, yeah...
sec sch's pretty shitty. but i had very interesting friends back then.
and they still are.:D

when i grow up video

2009-04-02T11:24:00.002+08:00

When I Grow Up from Fever Ray on Vimeo

if this is possible.
if someone can do something brilliant like this.
a pretty good reason i keep on dreaming and trying.

big deal spoofing

2009-03-29T12:06:00.002+08:00

when spoofing takes a whole new level.
good camera work and editing, professional finish tv/film spoofing.
no not the ridiculous scary/date/blabla movie franchise...
this one's a free web show.
electric spoofaloo, parodizes tv/films u suggest to em.

supday!

2009-03-29T01:20:00.007+08:00

went to work today, and the muscles around e shoulder and tummy area feels like being pulled like a tight rubber band at the verge of breaking.
and i was carrying my humongous bag...cos i lack the energy to pack it, so lugged it all the way to novena.
no seat for the whole awesome 19 stations.
every jerk feel like godzilla giving me a tickle.
confusingly painful.

and today was so fruitful and productive, im gonna give meself a major pat on the back, doh the shoulder hurts like fuck.
managed to write a whole new storyline for the video.
its almost 85% perfect...well, considering its a braindchild of 2 hour brainthunder of overloaded stressed out suckers.
im ready for monday's deadline, doh i was muttering sumpah mantra while animating it.
doh of cos there's still voiceover and animation tweaking to be done...
but i guess for a beta version..not so bad lah.
ahhhhh.

and den i went to sis place after work.
i was hungry so she cooked for me crispy noodle pepper beef thing.
tasty lei.whahhaha
den we went causeway , and borong 3 sluars.
almost bought a dickies slingbag... den i saw a mat rep trying it on.
*tsk*

and den we went to nyi's and met mak and bapak there.
bibik cooked macaroni and cheese, wic was sedapsiots.

den went to check dad's 12 y.o bike which needs to be sent to junkyard.
failed on him again... which forced him on to just drive to work and ditch riding.
poor the old man...

ok, heniwae, these 2 pics were taken by the casio cam, which i still haven found out if its really very low light intolerant, or im missing out something from the manual.
im sure im missing out... ish..
the photos are saved as 72dpi-s....
insufficient for printing, how can a camera only allow 72 dpi?
right? sure i miss out.

erm kay, kau busy eh noi..

2009-03-27T23:02:00.004+08:00

im gonna act as if i haven write about how busy and overloaded i am.
cos i, even duper stress compared to previous post.
ouh god, i am so tired from this week.
crazy crazy week.
next week even gerenti lagik giler.
i tell u , i very bingit ngan orgmakangajibanyak-s.
dorg ni eh, kalau masalah tu blom ader satu makhluk pon put in effort and buat sesuatu, batang idung dorg pon takder.
kalau, org dah perah otak, bender dah nak abis settle, dah hampir garis penghabisan...
start ah start ah... contribute kebabai dier.
hotak dier ah!!!!!!!!!!

pfft!
next week byk sgt deadline ah...
monday ader shoot-sssssssss,
ader meeting,
storyboard ngan schedule blom start,
deadline video ,
deadline video tracking data,
deadline ni deadline tuuuuuuuuuuuu
bingit ah!

breathe breathe breathe...

so aniwae, very stressed, busy and exhausted, i decided to watch "detroit metal city" yesterday.
damn wunderpuuul!
ok i wud do a review and explain about how happening and funny it is,
if it isnt 11pm oredi,
my arms are sore from jabbing imaginary faces,
i haven mafia war-ed for 3 days ,
i wanna checkout some song and
i need go work tomorrow.

so go watch it~!
no need to pretend u never hear how bad watchmen is and go waste it on a big cgi blue dong.
watch very funny japanese comedy instead...
laugh laugh laugh weei!
worth ur money!
laugh many many!
till it hurts ur tummy!

potpot poooot

2009-03-24T23:49:00.003+08:00

been sup busy.
its crazy, the list of to-dos is crappy long, and everything are due sooner than i can say 'wathefuckaugilerke?!'

so aniwae, other than like trying to juggle 4 video projects , 2 graphic jobs and 1 new interface tutorial thing plus of cos other 'very urgent but very important' kemendersss...

i've learnt to enjoy the weekend sooo much.
appreciation for the 2 godgiven days!
ate at ramen ten and shin tokyo at the new cityvibe at clementi, twice, within a week, cos kakak cudnt stop herself.
sungguh best sushi oishi!
kakak, bought me a watch for the bdae. overdued alittle...but worthewait.
i chopped off the hair.

watched paul blart mall cop, han solo style.
contemplated to watch watchmen, but read too many discouraging reviews..so, i dowanna risk 3 hrs of "i shud haf believe the people who have watched!!!!"

ouh i got myself sick and a mc.

just came back from food testing for dinner and dance at swissotel.
:D
aku memanglah manusia taktaumalu.
dengan selambernyer aku gurau nak ikut retha, tuptup, dier kater onz...suroh aku ikot...
free dinner, saper takmao, kan...

oklah, proof aku masih idup.

slumdog millionaire,

2009-03-18T22:26:00.003+08:00

i learnt something new in slumdog millionaire.

"The Taj Mahal was built by the
Emperor Khurram for his wife
Mumtaz who was maximum beautiful
woman in the whole world. When
she died, the Emperor decided to
build this five star hotel for
everyone who wanted to visit her
tomb...but he died in- in
fifteen eighty-seven, before any
of the rooms were built. Or the
lifts. The swimming pool,
however, as you can see was
completed on schedule in top
class fashion."

haaa.... ji! samji!

i doubt if the kid grows up to look anithing like dev patel...
he is so hemsem, i think he'd grow up more of shah rukh khan.
story's alright.
but i love the scripting.
wonderful cinematography.
overall, should watch in cinema to truely enjoy it.

im crazy over the kids ability to act.
i've always tot indian kids are the best actor.
haf u tuned in to vasantham and be blown away by how emotive and drama they are.
they are so emotive they widen their eyes to emote surprised all the way to their forehead.
and den switch to klik.
pfft.

i was already irked by anil kapoor's "we love you india!!!" thunder stealing stunt during the oscars.
it made me and abg,"wahliaooo!!..."
man... im even more irked by him after i watched the show.

i love everything abt the show, çept it be way brilliant if,
farah khan choreographed the last number.
so at least jai ho wont look too much like a sg workout.

2009-03-09T06:46:00.003+08:00

latest resemblance is jason mraz. whahhah!
this is scary, when a joke becomes an obsession.
im not sure why, but this 6 year old joke is very addictive and i think it is evolving itself into something that potentially will bite my ass.
whahahaah!
ouh cmon i've been denying it, cos i tot it is like dat.
but now i get myself even confused.
well, it was just funny last time.
now, i think im creeped out by myself.
i mean, how can a person resemble hady mirza to hugh jackman to jason mraz?
wat do this 3 celebs haf in common, other than the fact i like dem.

haiyo!

noi-hanna

2009-03-07T12:37:00.011+08:00

whahahahahh!!!!!
abg posted this up in his site as a birthday wish..
with this much complex detail i hope dis is not my birthday present eh~~
but i suspect this morning's interpretation dance of sita and rama , was a pretty strong contendent.
ps: since u went all the way out to make me have a chin, why not a smaller nose too?
and did u adjust the skintone too? whahah! all the way all the way!

whhahah!
thanks abg!

spending the whole saturday at home.
sexyback-ing..yeah!

thanks guys.

and yes abg han and kakak, thanks for the sakura treat. best kan kan kan?

"abg abg! its my birthday i wanna imitate kakak!"
i dont usually act this irritating, i promise...wahhahahah

last few hours being 21 years old

2009-03-05T11:45:00.001+08:00

i welcomed me becoming 22 in great company,lots of love and much fun.

wonderful people: sita yani syai

omg the face says: wic ice cream to devour 1st? confuse confuse...must focus.

it says "I'm Noi the queen of awesome kingdom"..whahhah yani melayan...

"ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
if u think this image is overdrama and animated... gotta check out the videomember dapat camera lah sayang! thanks syai

yeay noi unwrap prezzie in record breaking timing!

my funny face skill just develop wonderfully as i age.

'tepi, sebelah kepaler, bawah sikit, kikikikikiri...yesssssssssssss'

wahhaahhahah!
sita gave me wonderful leather back pack
'kau bijak kau bijak bijak aku kater!!!'

syai yani sita. aku sayang korg sampai mabuk!

sambung menyabung

2009-03-02T17:42:00.003+08:00

Merly's hurt!

Kan dah kene panah ngan petir...

Now Merly , no more sexy jambul. :(

20one year young noi

2009-03-01T19:21:00.002+08:00

ok am feeling cranky and emo dis week as the friday's coming.
really not looking forward to it.
cos, i feel so underaccomplished.

22.
very big number.

aniwae,
i really donwanna be emo abt not being up to par with most my peers,
in alot of aspects,
but it does affect me at this time of the year.

however, i am not 100% judging myself as a loser.

i do love the fact that im a lil hippie inside.
that i do make effort to be optimistic, evendoh after having drama meltdown.
im trying to do new things and have an exciting life (really working on it)...

i don wanna wish myself 22 on the real birthday.
i wanna wish myself early.
i wanna give meself prep time...:D

so happy birthday noi, next week at this time u'll be 22.
no more 21.
its scary , its exciting, it overwhelming, its a mystery.
but u'll live thru it, conquer it and enjoy it.
just like how u did for 21 years....

lots of love
noi the 20oneyear young.

2009-02-28T18:51:00.003+08:00

i want to go away.
i feel so shitty.
i hate everything.

and everything written online is always conveyed differently.
fuck technology.

i think i shud write a song.*sarcasm*

dah bingit plak?

2009-02-25T17:37:00.002+08:00

baru satu ari gi kerje, aku dah bingit and teringin gi batam plak.
bole gituk??

ouh yeah aku dah lift off the private thingee..
mcmlah make any diff...wahhahah.

BKK summary 1/ The limit to your love

2009-02-24T18:27:00.009+08:00

oh crap, i slept thru the afternoon.
didnt sleep dis much in bkk, maybe cos the bed is too springy, i donno?
i constantly wake up at 630am sg time.. wic is bad cos its oni 530 bkk time.
and i didnt sleep in afternoon too, cos we only haf a few window hours b4 dinner from our morning shopping.
hampeh, holiday mood u sae?
whahahhha....

am transfering some videos and photos now.
i took more vids den photos, abg yg byk amik gambar.
very leceh and lazy ah rasernyer.
bought a justin timberlake dvd. so excited to play it when i reached home.
put it in the dvd drive..
a very suspicous "walk the line" ish pose of a man as the dvd menu.
and when i click play, AH FUCK, THERE'S THIS MICKEY ROURKE LOOKING GUY singing!
no not smooth suave handsome jaw dropping justin.
its miley's long lost texan uncle or whuever lah!
2ns scam. bitch!

heniwae, im still in hols mood, but maybe karma's turning up its volume cos i've been enjoying myself a bit too much, or the fact that im such a cheapo. ehheh

candy floss of the sky.

dinnered at eats the world, 1st day.
(aiyah its been long since i haf a decent photo, infact this photo, i dint comb my hair, and 1st day we haven found any shop to buy comb from... heheheheh)

ferried to samphan thaksin

walking to grandpalace

one of the many temples and fancy things in grandpalace.
grandpalace entrance cost us 350 baqht...ard 15 to 16 sgd

awesome company, abg's fren are so funny! i just think if abg usop and rozalie join amazing race, it'd be super hilarious, besides abg rozalie is so caring and lovable and abg usop is just a fancy character, very quotable too..
and ben's really quite, but super nice!!!

things around our hotel.. very geylang serai and lil subtle lorong geylang too.. whaahahah

i really don haf much pics, cos i took more vid, will wait for abg and steal his photos..:D

and ok, i really nak do this, so steal from adin's lj..whahaahha!

1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. ~~Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.~~
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IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
cry me a river - lisa ekdahl

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
4 in the morning - Gwen stefani
wahliao... dats me sleeping. where got i sleep soooo much? whhahahah...

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Houseboats - Camera obscura
"Oh, how I've wanted to change-
Let you take me home, let you rearrange
To find opportunity you should give yourself to me.
You should give yourself to me. "

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
I'm a bomb - natasha bedingfield
wgaahaha! im a muslim u noe, according to current situation, if this is my motto,
id be a wanted person.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Mohon Kasih - Siti Nurhaliza
aww kesianyer aku...'kasihanilah hamba merayu sehingga merana'

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
M79– Vampire Weekend
its a love song, but... m79 sounds like a gun. so my frens think im a lovely fierce machine!

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
blower's daughter - damien rice
hubba hubba! maybe true, im always singing praises of 'i cant take my eyes off {insert name}'

WHAT IS 2+2?
Modern Romance - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
arghhhhhhhhhhahhaha! foursome is awesome!!! wahhah

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
My Band – D12
whahhahahhahha. '.. all becos im the lead singer of my band' whahhahh

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE
The Crowd - The Cat Empire
yeah, i true, i like too many people.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Let's get out of this country - Camera obscura
yeeeeeeeeess!!!!! i love being out of sg! but very lil chance did i get to do dat.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Fighter - Christina Aguilera
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Guilty - Amelie
ouh ouh ouh! wahliao.... murdered kaper aku?

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
I'm sticking with you - velvet underground
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! "i'd do anything for you, ouh ouh i'm sticking with you"

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
you don't love me - the kooks
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, im so fucken sad. :(

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
amie - damien rice
amie = beloved in french. so yeah.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Rainy night in georgia - brook benton
ouhhhhhhh ouuuhhhh.....wat might it be?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
interlude-muse
ok dis dont make sense.

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
lettin' go - janelle monae
yeah with current economy, letting go off my job is sooo salah

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
L O V E - michael buble
ouh yes buble singing LOVE to me, yes... i'd cry a river man!

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Butterflies and Hurricanes - Muse
ouh polar opposites, ouh irony makes me laugh yes yes!

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Young Girl - Christina Aguilera
yeah... i regretted not freezing myself up so i wont hafta grow up.

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
It had better be tonite - michael buble
noooooooooooooooooooooooooo! i haven gone to greece yet! whhahah

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Coffee at Fullerton – the zozi
i'd be married in starbucks at cityhall... budget siot!

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Madanitche - Kadha Cherif
ok, in my putumayo cairo to casablanca cd collection, i dono wat it is. but the guy sings like he lost something and is very sad.... ouh no! mom dad! noi dah balik dah...

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Womanizer – Britney Spears
wowww! womanizers love me? flattered yes yes..

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
New Soul - Yael Naim
im scared of babies? yes dos heavily potruding in the tummy ones... dey are magically adorable once out of the vajajay!

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Grow old with me - the postal service
whahhahhha.... huh? arent i growing old oredi? wat am i , benji button?

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
Re-offender- Travis
yeah... reoffender of latecoming and awesomeness.. heheh

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
The limit to your love– feist
this post just revealed i've got too many love song.. but how can i limit it, im a closet hopelessly romantic rockstar!

LAST DAY IN BKK!!!

2009-02-22T20:42:00.004+08:00

sawadeekhaaaa!

last day darlings. i'll be back to shitapore tomoro afternoon, ergh craaap!
didnt shop much for meself, but i do get stuffs for home!!!

bangkok's really fun,
hotel is damn awesomely thailand-homely,
abg rozalie, yusof and ben were awesome peeps to be aroudn with,
tuk tuk is my choice of batmobile once i get my superhero license,
peopel here are so adorably polite, its like a very successful courtesy campaign advert.

aniwae, the hotel im staying is citin pratunam, wic is a really new boutique hotel.
yeah no frills , no extra extra no bathtub. very simple, but comfy (got aircon, clean windows/toilet...) and surrounded by pasar malams everyday,
its like their kampung area.
7-11's everywhere.
so much necessity!
not a touristy spot, so gerek,
cos we get to experience how thailand really is without the tourism board.
awesome.

ok so im left with oni 120baht to spend as of 7:52pm bkk time.
whahah. i underestimate my capability to spend.
whhaahhahah.

aniwae, last splurges
we bought 4 tees at the roadside, outside our hotel for wic cost 170baht for 2 pieces
and den
a swensen dinnesert (used up dinner credit for dessert...heheheh, opting for cup noodles later). forgot wats it called, but got 4 scoops rockyroad, almond praline, wild berry and brownie choco of goodness and happiness and choco fudge and truffles.
99 baht oni ma'am!
dats like less den 5 sgd!

den we went back to the massage shop (dont wanna use parlour, got nasty innuendos like dat to e word), and get my second foot massage.
ok im too scared to get thai massage and too paiseh to get oil massage.
so foot massage is great, cos shopping and site seeing all day makes noi 's walkmachine fucking exhausted.
acherli....e 1st day , me and abg went jln jln at this shopping centre , wic is 5 mins away from our hotel (shopping ctr looks more like boonlay shopping ctr den vivocity).and saw dis small shop with nice dim light (very zen not sleazy) and we checked out the price, and said..watheheck, lets go get our massage 180baht for foot and 250 baht for thai massage.
cheap!
cos we saw at patpong, foot massage cost 350 baht!
and somore dis one, very cosy, very tradiotional looking, and the masseuse looks experience(im being polite here, in other words.."old").
but the 1st time, my masseuse was dis young lady, very good.
well dats wat i tot on the 1st day.
and just now, i went again....
a different masseuse,
SUPER GOD GIVEN SKILLED HANDS!!!!!!

AWESOME!
she didnt just do feet, she gave me a back , head and shoulder massage too, for the same price!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, gerek u noe!

ahhhhhhhhh.

so yeah...
im feeling abit sian need to go back home, cos its so interesting here.
but yeah, watodo....whahhah

ok, im off, need pack bag and shower.
i will blog and upload vids and photos after im back home...

ouh yeah!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 12TH LIZA!
SEMOGA PANJANG UMUR MURAH REZEKI!

wo ciao liao!

2009-02-18T23:24:00.003+08:00

with ipod fully charged.
3 packs of fujifilms.
2 lenses.
1 slr cam, 1 compact cam.
5 tees, 4 pants and berms.
3 bags.
various chargers
thai bhat-chings.

im ready to conquer bangkok is ultra kiasu-ism.

pray for my safety and enjoyment...:D
my motto is :
enjoy bangkok sampai bengkok!

ok. see u on wednesday , fellow stuck in sg-ians. whahahahhah!

thai -2 days

2009-02-16T23:13:00.003+08:00

the vs bag ordered online, came liao.
shu kindly helped me wrapped, and i phoned liza to meet her.
need to pass it to her , since i wont be ard on her bdae.
so meeting at somerset.
me and shu went to og at orchard 1st to check out some crocs.
ordering it from gina liuliu, go disct.
after asking her, its 40% off, excluding gst.
hmmmm , mcm maner tu?

heniwae, will be getting sporty adara, black and orange!
yey!

afterwrds we go cineleisure to collect shu's metal goodness. ahhhha.
and den dinner!

the conversation during dinner was hilarious.omg....
and den liza went off to bustop, cos she's taking bus home, while me and shu walked to orchard mrt.
opocot! at lucky plaza, got sale. 50% off.
so i got meself a oversized black sneakers for $14.50
its a lil long, but since its narrow, quite snugly.

den home home home!
:D
2 more days peeps.
packing my bag lil by lil. everyday got somethig to add.. haiyo!
thai thai, akung mali laking luwo hayreeee!!!!

waawaaaweewaa!

get jiwang ladies and gentleman!

2009-02-14T19:14:00.004+08:00

to love aficionados and the nots.

got a lovely bouquet of roses.
21 stalks, no less.
very touched, blushed and feeling rocking awesome!
unknown secret sender somemore.
thank you loved one. hubba hubba!

*let the speculations proceed!!!*

post grammy

2009-02-10T20:49:00.003+08:00

thanks to M.I.A and her exploding tummy,

i got the hibbie jibbies.i stepped away from the tv, shut it off and hide under the covers crying.

may i say, i have a freaking fear of 9 months pregnant tummies!
M.I.A was even rumored to have given birth on stage after her performance!
how freaking scary is dat!
i wud believe it , cos if u watched the performance, she was so , alamak, kalau nyi aku nampak, memang nak kene berleter tau, bingit tau ....

adui..nilu oi!

something that made me dislike mayer lesser

oklah, cute.
but i stil donget lady gaga.
see, liza i told u he's very byk cakap...
check out 2:03 onwards.. kecoh seh bebual.

i only stayed on to watch the part j mraz lost male pop performance to j mayer.
uh fuck.

after being crazy over chasing cars for so long.
im noe going ouh! ouh! over chasing pavement.
whaah, my music's library is a wild goose chase.

early valentine vid.

2009-02-07T20:55:00.001+08:00

Signs - Nick Russel Kestie Morassi
Uploaded by palvad

cute yes.
but if it happened to me,
im overlooking a construction site, u noe.
hubba hubba imported dark mocha me huh?

fb weekend

2009-02-06T21:25:00.002+08:00

ouh dis is unacceptable behaviour!
reached home almost 8pm, dinnered, and facebooked till 9:30pm!
aiyoh!
unacceptable!

okey, but i totally kicked ass in fb!
whahahha!
i owned 12 asses now!
im such a pimp!
whahahahha.

its really funny application.
and my male pet, 'lopak' in pet society is wearing a japanese schoolgirl uniform with mushroom hat.
fashion faux pas drag queenlet!

heppi weekend peeps.
bakerzin macaroons' are going at $1 each for the whole of this month!
dats like 35% off!
ooosome!

2009-02-04T21:36:00.004+08:00

oh my shit!
i didnt plug my ipod into my comp at all today.
dat means i didnt listen to any music at all today at work
dat means.. fuck my batt's like running shitlow!
crap.

rupaul.
the major le confius hotmesse.
see, even dragqueens gotta keep it real and be man abt it.

like fierce hor!

aniwae, really hoping i can get all the classes i applied for lna.
lna is simply, company pay , u study.
so i've actually applied to get sponsorship for visual comm course from nafa and a motion under apple training.
wadchuthink?

and i gotta drill a hole onto the wall and put a nail into it, and put the frames up.
and hopefully it will look as good as lisa's home....

i dream so hard tostuff a smelly sock into ur mouth.
bet it wudnt make any diff, its so foul aniwae.

2 days mc

2009-02-03T18:06:00.002+08:00

woke up in the middel olf the night, coughing my lungs out. i looked at the clock, and it was oni 3am. aiyah!
still coughing, i rummaged my bag for hacks.
wah paing, my head hurts so much from frequently disrupting coughs.
decided to skip work and go see doctor later in morning.

so woke up a 8am and got ready to go see doctor.
wah! alot of peeps kay sick oso. so i put my name into the queue and went back home to watch tv.
at 9+ plus went down to see the doctor, and the doctor told me to take care, i've got soooo much phlegm and i sound asthmatic thru his stetos...
huhu...
2 days mc for the cough and fever. wee waaa!

:D

0.5 sick

2009-01-30T19:31:00.004+08:00

0.5 day mc.
cause im oni 0.5 sick.
oni the right side got sick.
so now i no longer got a right side...
its just all wrong and left.
how fucking pathetiko.
got a vid shoot in the morn, so gotta go work, so i actually rushed to work at 9am, and put my bag down and rush to register at the walk-in-clinic, tell the counter girl, how many peeps in queue,
well she answered 'its gonna be at least an hour wait'.
so told her i cud oni be back at 12pm, after my shoot's done cos i've e shoot at 10am.
and at the door she yelled out 'be here b4 12:30'

shoot alone, cos andros' away for med checkup .
shu's not in sg.
so... han solo i was.

aniwae, shoot was headache cos working with nurses who were too occupied
(god pls employ, off-shift/on leave nurses to do the acting) was painful.
and moreover, the lead was a india mari nurse.
wic cudnt faham a fuck i was saying.
directions need to be told repea-fucking-tedly.
and so fast forward, i finish shooting at 12:10pm.
argh! 20mins more!
so i told one of the nurses to clear my equipment,
send it to my office, and i brisked walk to the clinic (cant run in hospital, u noe how panicky ppl can be seeing people run in a public premise)
reached der, most of the lights were off, i was dead last...
went in, the dr touched my neck, cos i told her my neck's stiff, she den told me 'ur tonsil's really inflammed' asked me to breathe deeply 4 times, i forced cough a few times after i told her i've got phlegmish cough as well and she asked for how long oredi i've been sick, and off i went with an mc and a prescription slip.

recovered my bag in office, kept all equipments , switched off my computers (wahahha , i switched 2 comps on for a brief period i was in office) and went to pharmacy , waited a while and joined the geng at iras foodcourt.
wic is incredibly cheapgastrosatisfaction.
tapaued 3 packs for home,coffee-ed and home home home!
sucked 2 green suckers in train, wic taste damn awful.

aniwae, the cough med was supposed to cause drowsiness.
highly doubt that.

aniwae met yan liza for movie and very slip-shot attempt to celebrate yan's 22nd.
we vacuumed the cake in a record timing of 10 mins less, cos everyone reached at 7:25 and the movie is on at 7:35.
cant wait after movie to eat the cake.. cake's from novena, for goodness sake, it has waited enuf. whahah
heniwae, punisher's super gore.
brainless storyline.
but gore.
after movie, we ate and talked abt upcoming movies, watched movies, shud watch movies, haf-u-watched? movies and we were all amazed over chandni chowk to china trailer.

why the super detailed entry?
maybe they mispelled on the cough med... its shud haf been 'may cause over detailness'

cny 2009

2009-01-27T20:04:00.002+08:00

back from the singapore version of "outdoor camping",
at east coast park, which is loaded with extremely good food, good company and good fun.
:D

well not before some "ouh . no one informed me..." boohoos.
well, its unfortunate.
we tried our best, planning and making sure of equipment/food/location and other logistic thingamajigs...
please do not make excuses and make it our fault that u dont wish to come.
i dont want to accept any blame for ur irrational sensitivity.

advice # 1873390
please loosen up, no one has anything against u, unless u think we should have.
then , my fren, it is sadly just in ur head.

ok adventures during the camp!
i swam like 50% of my time der,
and now im like third degree sun-burnt.
and my fucked sole, decided to be uber dry , peeling and cracked like a drought piece of land.
it hurts so blardy much.
but i dont care, i walked barefeet , on the rough sand and it hurts alot.
and now at home im nursing it with every kind of moisturizers i cud get my hands on.
i even tried my face cream.
but i have deduced, it is not due to my lack of attention to my sole, but because the fila blue slippers i wore for many month oredi, cud possible be the cause of my extremely dry sole.
cause i used my niece's slippers, and it doesnt hurt...dat..much.
disebabkan u cause me so much pain..in the trash u go!

sis ,bil, 3 spawns, me, abg came earlier from our house, as sis and geng slept over the night b4.
and reen and siti came afterwards.
later on, bik yah and abg malik came.
bik eah cik sani and wawan came after their cny visiting.
the party started.

in between that we played uno, kakak forced reen siti and the kids to play twister (haha..),
ouh yeah siti brought zul, her bf, which according to my 'cousin's better half' checklist..he passed with flying ticks.
and den there's the water guns which i totally head shot so many innocent/asked-for-it lifes and kakak managed to capture it on video.
whahhahahah.
ouh and food we ate ate and ate!

abang han, the bil, caught 3 fishes with his inexperience skill and borrowed fishing rod. ahhahah!

ok lah very tired.
i dread thinking i gotta work tomorrow,
but i gotta cos, the video that was shot last week at 7am, needs to go thru a board of orgmakangajibanyak tomorrow , and i only editted 50% of it. yikes!
the video will be launched on this friday, the 30th...
and den there's another shoot on the 30th itself which is due on the 10th of feb.
afterwic i dono what last minute project will magically appear.
but what i noe, i'll be away from 18th to 25th feb.
bangkoking!
den time tulah, korang punyer seluardalam punyer hal ah!
:D

ikea on a friday night, yea

2009-01-24T10:20:00.002+08:00

I'll be away on monday onwards, roughing it out at jeng jeng jeng.... east coast park.
yes how extremely unique and different!!!
whahhaa.

yesterday was fun.
ikea tampines is huge, wanted to eat at the halal food there, but at 9pm, everything was sold out, except for a few sticks of lady's finger.
so we went to mr teh tarik at tampines neighbourhood, cos i was famished.
and i think ikea shud just halal-ise their chix wings. cos im yearning to taste it!
and den chatted and sent home by my 'angelina jolie and brad pitt'.
hey angie, do u think brad's gonna recover from the cute girl monster theory?
wahhahah...
aniwae, thanks guys!!!
i hope the billy bookcase's up and ready for ome serious ORGAnization!

i bought alot of stuffs.
didnt plan to get much, but some containers to organize my stuffs
(gosh the kaizen training really affecting me, u noe...)
and green pillow cos its green.
a few frames (of course....)
art pieces for the kitchen...
wanted to get the fancy tomato paint art, but scared too playful looking for my kitchen.
so i chose some b/w pieces.
but now i think it wudnt be DAT bad if i bought some colored pieces. whahahha.

aniwae,
before i forgot...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

so why the blog make itsef so sikret?

2009-01-22T20:29:00.003+08:00

dont be alarmed over the permission issue my blog currently is having.
but im just making sure theres a safety net oni.

yeah, so hopefully , this arrangement is not permanent.
no worries.

heyniwae, i attended a 2 day training at mandarin oriental hotel.
i tell u i jakun.
i got goosebumps when the hotel staff wanted to make me my tea,
evendoh, the tea sachet and hot water thermos was infront of me!!!!
and den the choices of tea!there were 13 kinds okay!!!
arghhhhhh...
major goodness.
imagine spending 10 waking hours in a hotel.
well not the suite or anything, but the meeting room is as awesome!!!
but hotel is as awesome to hangout in as to sleep in.
:)

and toilet trips are amazing!
i made sure i washed my hands twice and mosturize it with the hotel's soap and lotion.
MY HANDS ARE NEVER EVER THIS NICE SMELLING AND SOFT!!!

food!
omg food!
i've got videos.
i wept while i ate the desserts.
there were, i forgot to count but alooot!!!
and only 1 dessert got alcohol, the rest ok, good to go!
besides the one with alcohol is pineapple something. urgh, i so dont mind skipping dat!
whahahah.

holy foodie

Melts at Mandarin Oriental from noi leman on Vimeo.

Melts at Mandarin Oriental from noi leman on Vimeo.

Eating at Melts at Mandarin Oriental from noi leman on Vimeo.

yes i am so swoon beyond repair.
i am swoon over something i cud never afford.
but it was awesome.:)

I love wii!

Shu and andros tennis-wii-ing from noi leman on Vimeo.
lol at andros' victory dance

ef-ay-bulous

2009-01-19T23:00:00.007+08:00

i have never tot i cud/wud/shud say/think/drool this way.
efron is effing bursting the mercury!

best viewed fullscreen.. oh u noe u want to...

but its still not a good enuf reason for me to sit thru the painful hsm.
more hotness mess to go gaga over here, ma lad(ies)...

cinta di tokyo

2009-01-14T22:56:00.005+08:00

cinta di tokyo
we must beware of pompan jepon
in my heart and soul
they are so beautiful

smell is one more thing
they smell like my duit syiling
smell is one more thing
their ketiak is so pinky

cinta di Tokyo
don't you know that I LOVE YOU

i went to japan last week, with my auntie
spend my cash and money on old chang kee

durian is a fruit of shy
he behave like a kanasai

konichiwa la to him
say haaaaa!!!

i think i was notice everywhere
my jepon stalk me like a polar bear

japan japan i know i can
to find myself a friend

tonichiwa la to him
say haaaaa!!!

this . is . an. existing. song.
forealz!

i totally shud send dem some of my materials.
"i think i was notice everywhere
my jepon stalk me like a polar bear".
omg.... genius!!!

the way they sing is as if the lyric make total sense, with so much feeling tau.
hilarious...

yea aniwae,
today's roadshow was interestingly alot of talking involved.
i was explaining and demo-ing in so many cycles, i was speaking so much and so fast, i didnt haf time to swallow my saliva, thus making it foam in my mouth which is disgusting, but i had no choice but to swallow.
whhahahahahhahahaha!
don't eww, its only saliva, with loads of air.
but since today was the last day, it was pretty fun.
i actually enjoyed myself.

ouh yeah, syai takleh go to jason mraz's concert, so its me and shu and her fren
:D
oklah tu.
will get the tix soon... maybe after gaji. whahaha.

u noe, wats my latest fascination and obsession on tv?
no no, not heores or wadidalala, those, i watch online. hahah.
im so crazy over "dangdut mania dadakan 4" in tpi.
whahhahaha.
yes dangdut, but this is singing competition is so brilliant.
the judges are freaking comical!!! cannot tahan!

they've got like live audition,
which i think is just a for show oni, but entertaining no less.
they'll ask each contestant to step up and sing along/ repeat with a judge. and the judge
sings ridiculously hard/funny/awesome tunes on the spot.
and den after that they gotta follow another judge's dance step on the spot as well.
it so funny.
and den i will change channel after that, cos they can talk to one contestant for 0.5 hr!!!
1 contestant oni kay!

nirmala dangdut! makcik giler tapi aku tetap khusyuk dengar.

bye bye weekends

2009-01-13T22:02:00.003+08:00

there's a reason why i didnt update my weekend promptly, 'doh it was the most happening weekend i've had for months.
i genuinely just got caught up with 30 Rock. :)

finished the showcase video, phew
did a roadshow and talked to some peeps, its really interesting that people actually are interested in what we do. hmmm, but most of the time while im explaining to them, i deliberately drop some unnecessary techy info, i wondered "mcm real jer, anggok anggok". whahhaha
not having a name card is hilarious. handing out ur colleague's namecard generously is even funnier. habislah email inbox dier...
i wore a scarf, tied around my neck. a scarf, not a shawl.
i took it off cos i think i looked like a tranny trying to cover my adam's apple.
and i've conveniently classified a scarf as a very useless piece of clothing article. it doesn't keep u warm, or cover ur modesty in case of emergency and its does not tell time.
met liza yan sya. yan actually said "ns is where child becomes a man". cue : laughing track
liza had nice eyeliner going on, sya had nice bouncy peyrang hair and yan paid for movie and meal. :D
i had swensens 3 hours after vacuuming burger king. urgh.
i checked out the bbq pit sis booked for 26th. pretty awesome.
rachel getting married is adorable, but not cinema-worthy.
big bang theory is a good sitcom.
~~noi~~ my sister baked ambon cake, and I passed some to a good friend so she feels better.
this saturday im working cos i've got a video due on 28th jan. but im leaving on time for a picnic wit syai and yani. cos i sayang them and i dowana dissapoint my frens just because of kerje yg tak menghargai jasa aku.
ari ni aku snap pat dektu, feeling best siot.

a lil pissed finding out i have to rush for a video... again.
meaning no weekends till 28th..
but i think 24th i cant make it.. aiyah.. overtime la mcm ni.
tapi aper nak buat, i've got m1 bill to pay every month..whahhah!

watch watch!

2009-01-09T16:48:00.000+08:00

if u need pwd, jus email/sms me.

Showcase 2008 from noi leman on Vimeo.

xoxo, noi

she says she's a bitch. i totally agree. so does vampire weekend while oxford comma-ing

2009-01-08T22:25:00.004+08:00

the video is finally done!
as predicted, font too rad.
"a readable font pls", dier kater.
hate changing font cos its manually edit of evry single clip!
urgh major "panne un de urze"
heniwae,
its done. big sigh! huge sigh! gigantic sigh!

but for the 2nd time, its a video that i mastermind the feel and flow.
jci wars, was the other one, that i totally hated doing initially,
cos the request was "a video of bloopers"...
ouh c'mon, a bunch of bloopers arent showcasable enuf,
if its only silly mistakes and mishaps flashing right one after another...
wat do i look like?
bob sagat from american's home video?
thank god for the lack of direction,
something pop up in my head,
and it ended up being so awesome and something im proud of.:D
will upload soon e showcase vid for cm and liza, and anione who wants to see... just ask me 4 e pwd.
im supa tired, need sleep, gotta go early tomoro.
getting brutal lah!

liza nah tengok

2009-01-03T13:40:00.000+08:00

showcase 08 from noi leman on Vimeo.

2 jan 09

2009-01-02T22:16:00.004+08:00

after a death threat and hate note online due to the recent post of
quaint photos from the sec sch era,
i've decided to post somemore...soon. ehehe.

oh yeah i mispronounced 'fought' and made the peeps at work heard it as 'fucked'.
pretty funny.

tomorow, yours truly will be at work.
cos she gotta rush to produce the showcase that's gonna be due on friday, but need the green light from the orgmakanbanyakgaji on wed.
yes, mcm tu lah.
im a lil bit afraid if the vid's a lil too rad.
ok tak if soundtrack i leave to be fall out boy's : don't u noe who i think i am.
aiyah, if they can take keane and muse, i hope i can make them like fallout boy too.
if not, aiyah, i hate re-arranging the music.

niwae, pizza hut dinner got cancelled.
uhuh. bummer.
but! atleast i gotta go home and play around with the stamps i bought online from korea!
damn jambu!

if the handwriting made u go "ohmygawd!"
i understand.

2008+1

2008-12-31T18:11:00.004+08:00

its gonna be a new year tomorrow.
scary.
ill be 22 next year.
i as just getting used to being 20.
now im gonna be 22.
22 is hopefully different and interesting.
and if i stay honest to my principles and beliefs,
good things insyallah will happen to me.

aniwae, resolution wise...
i just wanna be in ultimate peace and love.
very hippie i noe, but thats what the world needs most right now.
with the recession, the disease scare, the war, the ignorance.

if ever i were to bumped into obstacles, i shall remember,
as what yasmin ahmad wrote in her blog:
"In the words of the last verse of al-Baqarah which Brian read to the coma patient in "Muallaf",'On no soul does God place a burden greater than it can bear.' "

i too wanna be filled with creativity, kindness and joy.

it makes me half feel good that the boss told me (quoting loosely)"you don't have to try to be so perfect. i understand thats the problem with designers"
well fyi, he was talking abt the video i was doing.
makes me feel half good, cos i still have much pride in my work, and i do feel that my final product is bundled together with my ego.
it matters alot about how i feel about the job.
it has to be a job im proud enough to say "it may not be awesome, but i did put my heart and soul into it."
ownership.
the other half not as good, is because, the video's not even halfway done...
hur hur...worried much.

this year's been challenging.
there are moments i wish i dont have to go thru again.ever.
there are incidents, i disagree so much. people can be so evil and dog-ish.
and i miss liza working so near me.
but this year's been great too, cos reconcilations are made wherever possible.
old fraying unfinished business are dealt with and confronted.
i've learnt so much this year.
from evrywhere, even via podcast. whahhahah

i just wished i had more time with my frens.
yes all of you.
my 3 readers. whahahahah.

niwae, happy new year peeps.
start practising writing the dates now.
the year now ends with "09".